Feels or not
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Y/N POV
I was with pj at my house we were doing everything what couple's do on valentine's day kissing,giving chocolates, giving roses everything except for the s thing we weren't ready for it..."happy valentine's day babe!" "Happy valentine's to you too......" "hey are you ok??? You were mostly quite through the activities......what's wrong?" Pj said I looked at him and smiled sadly "I.....I shouldn't keep this secret anymore" I said pj looked shocked "w.....what do you mean 'secret'" pj said still in shock "pj I.......I have a sickness that can only be cured with one thing which is the ink machine (deal with it) and the sickness is called 'the ink illness'" I said pj looked like he was about to cry "and....I think today is...probably my last day seeing you" I said to him he was crying "no.....NO! THIS CAN'T BE HAPPENING YOU CAN'T LEAVE ME!! YOU CANT!" He shouted out of heartbreak I looked at him crying as well "you can't. ......without you I can't even live....." he said crying I looked at him and I didn't want my last moment with him to be like this..........................I thought of something it's not the best idea at least my last moment with him isn't gonna be like this. I took my phone and play the song 'sad song' and played the instrumental of it. I stand up and looked at pj and gave him a hand to stand up he took it and we decided to dance to it in a waltz way and we sang along (you imagine how it is)
(Play the song)
Pj- *I*
You- I
Both- 'I'
*you and I we're like fireworks and Symphonies exploding in the sky*
*with you with you I'm alive*
*like all the missing pieces of my heart finally collide*
*so stop time right here on the moonlight*
*cus I don't ever wanna close my eyes*
*Without you I feel broke like I'm half of a whole*
*Without you I got no hand to hold*
*Without you I feel torn like a sail in the storm*
*Without you......I'm just a sad song*
*I'm just a sad song*
With you I fall
It's like I'm leaving all my pasts and silhouettes upon the wall
With you I'm a beautiful mess
It's like we're standing hand in hand
With all our fears upon the edge
So stop time right here in the moonlight
Cus I don't ever wanna close my eyes
*without you I feel broke like a half of a whole*
*without you I've got no hand to hold*
*without you I feel torn like a sail in a storm*
*without you I'm just a sad song*
'Your the perfect melody'
'The only harmony I wanna hear'
'your my favorite part of me'
'With you standing next to me'
'I've got nothing to fear'
*without you I feel broke like I'm half of a whole*
Without you I've got no hand to hold......
*without you I feel torn like a sail in a storm*
*yeah I'm without you I feel broke like a half of a whole*
*without you I've got no hand to hold*
*without you I feel torn like a sail in a storm*
*without you I'm just a sad song....*
*I'm just a sad song....*
♡at night♥
Y/N POV
It was night I can feel it........I can feel that my life is going to end here I just have to say goodbye to my sweet pj
"B.....babe? Y.....you awake???* I said while nudging a sleeping paperjam " huh? Uh yeah I am now. What is it sweetheart?" Paperjam asked I looked at him and smiled weakly " Pj I think it's time...." "wait..... for what?!" "I think it's time I take a very.....long nap" " no no nO NO NO!!! Please Y/N don't say that!!!" "Pj" "we're gonna find that ink machine thing! Just hang on a little bit longer pls!!!" "Pj!" I shouted but it was weak pj looked at me with teary eyes "I.....don't want to......to lose you...." he said while crying. I hugged him and he hugged back "I just.....don't wanna lose.....my precious flower...." he said while sobbing on to my shoulder " well pj.....I'm.......I'm sorry this flower......is already dead" I said almost about to take my last breath "WHAT?! NO NO NO NO NO!!!! STAY WITH ME PLEASE" he said letting go from the hug and holding my shoulders but not to hard "pj I lov......." then everything went black
Pj's POV
"pj I lov......" " Y......Y/N??" No response " Y/N?!?!" I said while crying her eyes were closed and.....she wasn't breathing "no no.......Y/N! I-if your joking with me s-stop it!!" I said.......no response "pls just.....wake up...."I cried and cried......and I didn't even notice it was morning.....
~1 year later~
Pj's POV
I was walking to the graveyard to visit someone.....someone I loved.......after a few minutes of walking I finally reached HER grave.......Y/N's grave......... I putted a bouquet of F/F (favorite flower) on her grave and started to sing the song that we sang when it was valentine's day " without you..... .I'm just a sad song......" I stopped singing and started sobbing......" I miss you......I miss you so much my precious flower....."
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Welp happy valentine's day everyone! Hope all of you aren't single like me----
