Roadtrip Oneshots ♡

insecure - randy

A/N: Look how freaking adorable Andy looks in that photo ♡

Enjoy x

Rye's POV

After scrolling absentmindedly through social media for a while, I blankly stared at the whitewashed walls in front of me. It was Sunday and I was bored. Jack, Brooklyn and Mikey had gone out to do some shopping and the only person left in the house was Andy but I had no idea where he was nor could I be bothered to go and look around Hogwarts for him. Soon my problem was answered for me when I heard the sound of footsteps walking up the stairs and then a pale face with floppy hair peeped around my door.

"Hey," the shorter boy standing opposite me said softly, hesitantly moving into my room. When he noticed that I hadn't made any moves to make him leave he walked in a bit faster and shut the door behind him before climbing up onto my bed.

"Hey Andy," I replied, smiling lightly at him and moving over on the bed so that he could sit next to me. I could tell something was bothering him from the way that he was nervously playing with his fingers and how he kept his focus on his lap the entire time instead of engaging conversation with me despite him coming into my room. When it became obvious that he wasn't going to say anything anytime soon I spoke up.

"So what's up?" Andy let out a shaky breath like he was internally debating with himself over what to say and I grew even more concerned. I had always been partial towards the boy in front of me, holding him close during scary movies and letting him borrow my jumpers when he was cold but I would never tell anyone. I was pretty sure he was straight and I could never build up the courage to tell him so it remained a secret.

"Just really bored," Andy replied in barely more than a whisper to which I frowned in response, that was definitely not what he was going to say.

"Do you want to watch a film until the others get back?" I questioned, wrapping my arm around the blonde's shoulders and pulling him close in an attempt to relax him.

"Yeah okay," he replied, finally looking up at me and flashing his dimples with a heart melting smile.

I reached over to my little table and picked up the TV remote that lay on it before switching on the TV and turning on Netflix. I turned to Andy to discover that he had been watching me the whole time although when he discovered me looking back he glanced away blushing furiously.

"What do you want to watch babe?" I internally cursed at myself for that final word and hoped that he hadn't heard it or would choose to ignore it.

"I-I um, apparantley there's a new film called 'To All The Boys I've Loved Before' that might be quite good," he replied glancing up at me from under his lashes.

"Yeah sure," I reply before finding it and putting it on. I then sit back against my pillows and pull Andy closer to me, protectively wrapping my arms around his small form and tracing patterns along his arm.

When we reached the part of the film where Lara discovers her letters are missing, Andy suddenly buried his head into my chests and began to sob violently. I reacted hastily, pausing the film and sitting us up before pulling Andy impossibly closer and rocking him lightly to calm him down.

"Hey hey sshh it's okay," I whispered to him, stroking his back and just allowing him to sob. When he had finally calmed down I looked at him.

"What's the matter fovvs?" I questioned, in a concerned tone, brushing a few stray tears away with my thumb.

"I'm sorry," he replied quietly, "I'm so sorry."

"Sorry for what Andy?" I asked, extremely worried.

"I've been feeling it for so long and I thought I could just ignore it and it would go away but it hasn't and I can't contain it anymore," he replied, lightly beginning to cry again.

"What is it fovvs? You're scaring me."

There was a pause while Andy searched for the right words. While he thought, I ran my fingers lightly along his knuckles and hands that were clasped in mine. Finally it seemed that the blonde had given up on finding words. He surged forward and planted his lips on mine in a soft sweet kiss. Emotion poured through every second and his hands balled my shirt into fists in a desperate attempt to get closer. When we pulled away I was so shocked that I couldn't even move let alone speak.

"I knew it," Andy mumbled to himself frustratedly before climbing down from my bed and running out of the room, a fresh set of tears pouring down his face.

Andy had just kissed me. He returns my feelings. He ran away. He ran away!

Suddenly I found the power to spring into action and I ran after Andy desperately.

"Fovvs? Andy wait!" I yelled and finally caught up to him as he got to the living room. I took his hand and spun him around to face me before desperately pushing him against the wall and kissing him again to express every emotion that I hadn't been able to convey in the first kiss. When we pulled apart, gasping for air. I looked into his ocean blue eyes before pulling him into a tight hug.

"I love you fovvs," I whispered, kissing him on the forehead.

"I love you too Ryan, so much," he replied before dragging me back upstairs to watch the end of the film.

I'm sorry for being so cliche but I hope you enjoyed this. Leave any requests you want and don't forget to comment because I love reading them.

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