Niall Horan Imagines

Fix a heart

Fix a heart by Demi Lavoto

It's probably what's best for you

I only want the best for you

And if I'm not the best then you're stuck

I tried to sever ties and I ended up with wounds to bind

Like you're pouring salt in my cuts

And I just ran out of band-aids

I don't even know where to start

'Cause you can bandage the damage

You never really can fix a heart

Even though I know what's wrong

How could I be so sure

If you never say what you feel,

I must have held your hand so tight

You didn't have the will to fight

I guess you needed more time to heal

Baby, I just ran out of band-aids

I don't even know where to start

Cause you can bandage the

damage

You never really can fix a heart

You must be a miracle worker

Swearing up and down

You can fix what's been broken, yeah

Please don't get my hopes up

No, no, baby, tell me how could you be so cruel?

It's like you're pouring salt on my cuts

Baby, I just ran out of band-aids

I don't even know where to start

Cause you can bandage the damage

You never really can fix a heart.

……………………………………………………

You watched as Niall walked out of the door.

This is what's best for him you tried to convince yourself.  You didn't want him to fall into the trap that was you. You knew he was falling for you...but you knew in the long wrong he'd end up hating you or hurt by you. Because you couldn't be fixed you've been hurt so many times you just finally turned it off. You don't want to fall for him but you know you are, you just didn't want to handle anymore heart breaks you were a coward and you couldn't help it. You and Niall got into a really big argument it went a little something like this....

"Y/N I love you."

"Please let me love you. Allow me to make you Happy. Because that's all I want to do. Please just allow your self to let me in your heart. Allow yourself to be Happy again." He begged and you shook your head.

"You don't love me Niall you just think you do this isnt love Niall. You can't fix me. I don't want you too." You said simply.

"I can! I can fix you!" He was getting frustrated.

"Because I love you. I do I know I do I've never felt this way about anyone ever!" He exclaimed coming closer to you he gently grabbed your face looking you into your eyes.

"Let me." He softly said and you moved your face from his hands.

"Please stop getting my hopes up! You don't fucking love me Niall get over it get over this! It's not going to happen! I'm just going to hurt you in the end.. you never really can fix a heart. Just forget about me. Please." You told him turning your back on him.

"Y/N please."  He begged walking towards you. You stopped him by speaking up.

"No Niall just go!" You yelled tears slipping out of your eyes.

"I'm not going anywhere I'm not going to let you push me away." He stood his ground and you sighed turning towards him again.

"Ni I-" You were interrupted by him kissing you. Your eyes widened as he wrapped his arms around your waist putting all of his emotions into it. It was so passionate so filled with love and magic. You stopped him and he looked at you his eyes beginning to water.

"I love you Y/N." He stated looking you deeply into the eyes.

"You never really can fix my heart." You assured him and his face dropped. He didn't say anything else as he grabbed his coat and left without another word. You sighed tears falling out of your eyes. You watched as he walked away. You had to you only wanted what was best for him, he couldn't help you he couldn't fix you and that was the truth. You just wish it wasn't you wished that things were different that maybe he was different maybe he was some sort of miracle worker and actually fixed you, you knew that'd never happen because this is the real world and your living in it.

You weren't allowed to love. 

You weren't allowed to be happy.

You just had to deal with your heart being broken unable to be fixed again.

Because the truth is you never can fix a heart.

A/N

This is actually shorter than I realized and wanted it to be but yeah sorry there's not always a Happy ending especially not for a song like this. Lol still sick and I woke up at 3am out of nowhere like who does that? Anyways I hope you like this one!!! Vote share and comment.