[POEMS] Cerca Trova - Poetry Collection Volume 1

[POEM 26]

❝ The Crestfallen Series: The Secret Tears of A Lovely Maiden ❞

My heart is in desolation again, an everlasting mourn
For I'm just a lovely maiden who wished; I was never been born
Then I would ask myself if it was enough or I was just so blind
Now I'm all alone in obscurity, devastated, unloved, and was left behind.

I thought this love would last, because your love is all I see
But now I'm locked-up in an endless melancholy; I just want to be free
For I am now a dead star in this miserable universe
Who desires euphoric end to this woeful curse.

Yet love is an inevitable mystery, I never expected to fall
I have loved you so much; that's all I can recall
Yet I'm here, alone in this darkness, and I knew you were aware
But you left me hanging, I hate you! You’re so unfair.

I have loved you so much, for now, that's all I can say
I wish it was you and I was hoping that you'll stay
But I was just dreaming, I woke up and there was nothing new
Asking myself why? Why now? I don't have a clue.

Yes maybe this pain would end but our love is all I can treasure
Yes it's you! It was all your fault, because you only seek for pleasure
And maybe I'm right, maybe love is just a waste of time; and I know it's all rife
And after all these years, I should focus on living my own life.

To forget all things and to leave all my pride
To live a life and to continue without you by my side
To forget all this pain, to learn; so that I will never be deceived
Because I am lovely maiden and I'm ready to forgive, to forget and leave.

Because little do you know, I have to pick up myself piece by piece
But now I'm sure; I've moved on, I just want to be in peace
I will keep moving forward and you'll never see me again; I'll disappear
And I guess this will be last and saddest poem that you'll ever hear.

~[XxxCH1CH4N88xxX]~/@NamelessPoet49