When I look out the window the next morning, I see that it has stopped raining, although it is still damp and grey outside. I bathe quickly and dress up, wearing my thickest clothes, as the days are beginning to get colder. My father is not home again this morning, and I wonder whether he is at work or somewhere else, perhaps he has gone out for food, or perhaps he is talking to Thomas.
I look at the edge of the counter, where my mother's list should be, a list that lay on the same spot on the counter for every Sunday as long as I can remember. But it is not there. I do not bother making a list because I would not even know what to put on the list, and it would feel wrong. I decide that I still should go to the market. I'm sure it will comfort me to do such a familiar errand, and my father and I will need food for the week.
I open the door to the house and jump back a bit as I see a crow sitting on the ground right in front of the door, staring right at me. I pull my leg back and pretend to kick it, stopping my foot just as it is about to hit it, but the bird does not flinch and does not move. I decide that it is probably in my best interest to ignore it; I do not want to anger Will, and I doubt it will make a difference whether his crows follow me or not. Will seems to know everything about me anyways.
When I reach the market, something about it feels different. I feels less alive, less joyful, but maybe that is just how I feel. I walk through the stands, buying whatever food I think my father would like. I buy vegetables, meat, apples, the only fruit available in this town and the only fruit I have ever eaten, and some oats. When the fabric bag I have taken with me is filled to the brim, weighing down on my arm, I make my way over to the bakery, my last stop, where I intend to buy a loaf of bread and some breakfast as well.
As I enter, I see that it is busy like usual, but not as busy as it was yesterday. The line is shorter, and there is only one person in front of me. I look at the array of baked goods, deciding what I want to eat, and picking out my loaf of bread. After I have decided on what I would like to get, I look around the bakery and spot Will sitting at a table in the back, the same table he sat at the first time I saw him. He is reading the newspaper, and, if I didn't know better, I would think he hadn't even noticed me.
The woman in front of me has finished ordering, so I step up to the worker. This whole situation feels strangely familiar as I realize that the worker is also the same worker from the day of the funeral; it makes me feel on edge. Of course, it is not that strange, as I have seen this particular worker almost every time I come to the bakery.
"What can I get for you?" he asks, smiling, kind of nervously.
"Can I have a loaf of white bread?" I say. "And a chocolate croissant with coffee as well."
"Of course," he says as I begin to take money out of my coat pocket. "I've seen you around here quite a lot," he continues. "You like the food?"
"Yeah, yeah I do," I say, surprised at his attempt at conversation.
"Me too," he says, taking the money that I hand him. "Can I know your name?"
"Lara." I think that maybe I should ask for his as well, to be polite, but I decide not to.
"Nice to meet you Lara." He hands me my change. "I'm Lukas."
"Nice to meet you too," I reply, casting a look at Will, who still reads his paper, apparently uninterested in my presence. I put the change into my pocket, then back at Lukas, who has turned around to put the loaf of bread in a paper bag. He slides the loaf in and hands it to me; I put it into my bag.
"So, look," he says, tapping his fingers on the counter. "Feel free to say no, but I was wondering if you'd like to get some food with me sometime. Maybe here since we both like the food?"
YOU ARE READING
Blind Eyes
HorrorA town full of hate, sickness, and death. A girl who cannot leave the town. The town is sick. The town is always watching. The town is not as it seems. The town has a truth that is impossible to see until it is much too late.