A Love in the Wind

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My Love,

I HAVE 5 WORD'S TO DESCRIBE YOU:

First. Your  smile-

I have never felt such a surge of happiness, as I feel when you smile. Even with these miles between us, your smile cheers me up every day. I don't have to physically see it. It's something that I feel deep down in my heart and it makes me smile as well. As long as your smile is here in this world then there will always be hope and happiness in my heart.Thank you for that smile of yours and for sharing it with me.

Second, Is your voice-

Sometimes I really miss your voice. On those days you become the voice in my head. I tell you about what I want to make for dinner or about how some random shirt reminded me of you. And I hear your voice and diction speaking to me about how it sounds yummy or how it's funny but you'd never wear it. It's really nice until I remember you are so far away.

Third, Is your  Eyes

Looking in your eyes always puts me at ease. Your eyes don't expect much from me. They are focused on taking me in. They open you up to me. Your eyes tell me you love me and they tell me when you are happy and when you are worried. They tell me it will be okay. They blink and wink and sparkle.

Fourth, you are my Darling

I'd just missing you. I'd just prefer to be closer. I'd like to be able to come surprise you more often. I'd like to spend the little moments that make up my day with you. It's the little things that I miss, like the casual glance or the the passing touch. How you'll just fill up my water when you go to fill yours. The warmth in your bed and the quick grocery runs. Every little moment is fulfilling in it's own right and I love each and everyone because together they make you.

Lastly, you are Mine

You are mine and I love you. You're mine and I treasure you. You're mine and I will take care of you. You're mine and I cherish you. You're mine and I am your's. You're mine and I am honored. Because I don't posses you, but you chooses to share yourself with me.

EVIDENCE, THAT I NEED YOU

There are moments I remember all the times I've been hurt. All the times I've been used and taken everyone's shit. But then I think about you. And that's all it takes for me to understand that it is all somehow okay. Because I know those aren't your intentions. You have given me so much love and tenderness. I hope that you feel the depth of love that I feel from you. I hope you feel the joy that rushes over me when I realize that the part of my life where I get hurt is over. I know hurt will happen but it is a different hurt. An incidental hurt that comes with loving hard. It has never been hard for me to love. It's all I've wanted to give. I wanted to give the world what I hadn't received. I wanted to give it all away. I wanted to love someone so much that I didn't care about being loved back. I just never wanted to hold back my love. I knew that if there was one thing that people knew about me that it would be that I loved hard. And I do and I have and it almost left me completely exhausted. It left me wondering what I was doing wrong. And then you found me and you loved me. You loved me for me. And I loved you too. And I learned that I didn't have to love hard always, but that it wouldn't be something I even had to think about it once I met someone who was worth my love.

I never believed in fate. Honestly, I kind of hated it. It was the reason I had been hurt. But then I met you, and things instantly felt right. I can't explain it exactly. It felt like a good hug from a close friend. It felt like placing the final piece into a puzzle. It felt like it was meant to be. The timing was right. You were like a warm coat after walking through the cold. It had to be fate. Nothing else can explain it. You're my person. I'm excited to grow with you. I remember that it is funny how every morning I wake up half looking for you. My brain knows you aren't there, but my heart knows you should be. One day you will be. You'll probably be up before me because I sleep longer than you. I'll have to snuggle in closer and ask how you slept. Give you kisses. You might mention that you don't want to go but this time you will only mean work and not the 5 hour drive back to your place. You have my heart with you and my entire being just knows it's better when you are near.And Cooking with you,is the best part our life.It's something most people do every week, but cooking with you always seems special. The casual touch and occasionally smirk. How you take over the prep work and chop everything up. You are always asking for more specific instructions. Then the few minutes while everything is cooking when I sit on your lap. Or the moments when you are finished and come hug me from behind. They are so special and wether it turns out amazing it just okay or a little over done, it was always made with love. And then sitting across from you and talking about what to do different next time or saying how good it is. So much love and warmth and care. Something satisfying and time we get to spend together. Time spent helping and caring for one another. I love it and I love you. I can't wait to cook with you again! I'm thankful for you. And you what, I'm thankful for all you do for me and for us. I am thankful for those gestures of reassurance and the way you try to comfort me. I am thankful for the hope and love that you have become in my life. I am thankful for your encouragement on the days that I don't feel like trying. I am thankful for your hugs and kisses. I am thankful to have you in my life. It feels as if I have known you for ages. It feels right with you. It always feels right with you. I'm thankful that one day, I will be able to spend every day making you smile and every night by your side. 

Last but not the least, I miss you. But it is okay because I feel your love with me no matter where I am. I'm yours because my heart is always with you. You keep it safe. You make me see a lot of goodness in the world. I love you darling. I'll be here missing you till I see you again.

    Your Love,

Maxon

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"Hmmmmmmmmmmm!" I sighed." I hope you will love this."

I finished to packed all my things. I'm just wearing Brown Old Tuxedo and Slacks. And of coursed my Hat. Starring myself in the mirror, is just an evidence to prove that I'm Handsome. (:

"See you my Love, Wait me there." and I begun my Journey!

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