me vs bad boy ; jenzie

thirteen

"Give me five minutes!" I shouted back. I ran to the toilet and washed my face and do those useless things so they can't see my puffy red eyes.

I took a deep breath and went outside, ready to face the lovebirds. I walked pass them not even paying an attention, tried to not look at them. And I'm arrived at the dressing room after what feels like five seconds.

"Hey Johnny! Where's Kenzie? We need her as well." Nayip asked as he frowned.

"I don't know. Probably making out with that Brandon boy." I rolled my eyes as I went to the lady on the corner of the room who's already ready with an outfit for me to wear.

"Thanks." I said, simply, to the lady. I took the outfit from her hands and get inside a fitting room to change. I looked at the mirror and saw my reflection. The outfit suits me, and not gonna lie, I look good.

I went outside with my hands carrying my clothes I had wear and put it on a desk.

"I'll wear this one." I said to the lady and she nodded.

I walked, exiting the dressing room. Just to saw a Kenzie walking inside the dressing room. "Hey John!" I heard her voice but I just walked pass by, ignoring her.

I went to a room where they do make up and after what feels like a day, I got my make up done.

"Okay! We'll start ten more minutes." Nayip announced then he continued giving orders to the crew.

The bench is now empty. No Brandon and no Kenzie. I walked towards the bench as quick as I can. I sat on it and rested my back. I closed my eyes. And before even five seconds I relax, Carson shouted very loud.

"JOHN! WANNA GET ICE CREAM LATER?" I opened my eyes and nodded immediately. He went and sat beside me with a frown plastered on his face.

"You're so off today..." He said, still frowning, and he patted my back. "You okay?"

"Uhm.. yea, I guess." I replied with my face down. "None of your business anyways."

"Woah! Okay then." Carson chuckled as he rolled his eyes.

Just then, Kenzie appeared. She mouthed something to Carson which I don't even care and Carson nodded. He left the bench and went to Hayden. Kenzie mouthed thank you to him and sat beside me.

"What do you want?" I said, with the rudest tone you'll ever heard of. I didn't look at her, just staring at the ground.

"Why are you acting like this to me?" She asked, quietly, but still visible to be heard by me.

I can't open my mouth to even say a single word. I stay silent. My mind is a mess. A whole mess. Simply, I ignored her with no purpose.

"John.." She begged. "Please,... Answer me, please..." I shook my head. But it only made her beg even more.

"Fine." She crossed her arms. "I know that... Maybe you're jealous. But he's just an old friend. I don't like him, I promise." She said. "Just an old friend."

"Friend." I said. "Friends. That's what you always told me. That we're just friends. Is friend the actual word?"

"I mean, I'm not ready for a relationship. I just- can't!" Kenzie said stomping her feet.

"I- I'm sorry... I'm also not ready, I just somehow don't like you to hanging with other guy. I- I don't know..." I said, looking down.

"Its okay. So now, we just get this back to normal. Please... We also have to make this music video. This supposed to be a happy moment!" Kenzie said, trying to cheer me up. I cracked a little smile and stood up.