Secrets I've Kept

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3. Kat is suicidal

She say she doesn't know why, or even how for that matter, she went from a happy, smiling person to trying to swallow 200 pills in one night... I comforted her best I could, but I know it isn't help because the next day she had lots of red lines going up and down her arms.... She thought I didn't notice, but I did...

And honestly, even though she and I aren't that close, I'm glad she didn't die because I've known her and been around her for so long that it would hurt me if she died... And if she were to ever find out that I'm the one who called her and stopped her from hanging herself that day in the window, she'd probably be embarrassed or hate me... I don't know... But I'm almost positive she would've done it if I hadn't seen the look in her eyes when she left school, and immediately called her on a blocked number when I got home...