Have you ever felt the feeling of death creep up on you?It breathing on your neck and tugging at the little bit of life you have left?Well I have and it's because of myself.The cord wrapped around my throat,as the air slips through my lungs and this feeling that I can't explain.No one cared so I didn't understand why I should've.My name is Kailah,my mom named me.Its pronounced KY-LAA.
I have both of my parents in my life,don't get me wrong.I appreciate everything,it's just having it all doesn't really mean you have it all.All the objects and money in the world can't substitute for happiness.All it can do is stop pain for just a second.It can distract you from the truth.Im a 14 year old and I know that.
"I see your day-dreaming again,stuck in that beautiful mind."I looked up to see my best friend in the whole entire world.We've known each other for forever,since I was 9 to be exact.He is 3 years older than me,yea if your doing the math he is 17 right now.On October 5,2019 he will be a grown up.His family doesn't seem to agree,his Grandma told me the other day that even through he is turning 18,he is still a kid.She told me this because she believes that me and him are more than just best friends.
She believes we are secret lovers, and I don't blame her.I love him and he is my ex but because of his age...I am fighting for something I could never actually have.Oh by the way his Name is Geo,no last name needed.Its just Geo.He is the closest thing I had to happiness and it was all gonna leave and I was gonna be alone again.
"Stop..." Geo said without even having to look up.
"Stop what?"I said like I had no clue what he was talking about.
"Stop thinking about the pain.Stop thinking about all the stress.Stop hurting yourself.How am I supposed to go to New York if my princess is gonna do this to herself?"I forgot to tell you he's kinda in love with me too.I looked up and smiled at him as a tear shed down my face.
"Maybe you shouldn't leave..."I said with my voice so shallow,knowing that that wasn't even a opinion and that we've had this conversation before.Each time it ends with me realizing that I can't hold him back from being the future's best actor.I can't stop him from being the sunlight for someone else.All because I loved him.
See love is a funny thing.You never really have control on it.It can cost you happiness and joy.It can also cause pain,sorrow,tears,and heartbreak.All because your stupid brain sent the feelings to your heart.
"I can't leave without fixing you ya' know..."
"I've already told you G,this is no fixing me.You can try to put me back together but I'll always be broken."He smiles at me and put down the thing in his hand.He tried to act like what I just said didn't kill him inside but I saw the pain. I saw the tear that he was holding back.
"Well I can at least do that.You gotta let me help you Kai.You gotta let me try babygirl."He walked over to me and I nodded my head.He grabbed me and wrapped his arms around me and I couldn't hear it but I knew he was crying. I was too.
"I love you so much
Kailah,don't you ever forget that."
"I love you too G."I said with a sniffle.
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Me and You
RomanceA girl is having trouble choosing which guy she should be with in the end. She isn't sure which guy is her soulmate. She does this while battling depression and trying to keep herself alive.
