Hi guys, I'm Patrick :)
Its my first day of school , and kinda shy and nervous.
I b I met new friends and new classmates , and then I saw this girl , had that twinkling in her eyes while she's telling us about her self, and I got , that feeling of liking her .. And I guess ! Nma
Facebook and got her number , and we kinda get along tho ..
And then I met some new best friends, and they are so cool,awesome,talented,funny,beautiful and handsome :)
And some of the the reasons they made me happy all the time ..
(Flashback) about the girl .. And days had past in I'm still shy about telling her that I like her ...
So I texted her and told her that I like her , and she replied that ow really? I like you too .. Wow I was shock about it, and since then I got interested about us cause we have some of mutual , and some cuddles ...
Since then I was to excited for her becoming my girlfriend, I got aggressive for no reason and I think that she didn't like it .. We didn't have communication for almost two days .. And she text me .. And I'm happy yes she texted me ..
And here's what she said
I'm sorry Patrick at first I thought I really like you but it was just a influence of liking you, and I never thought that I'm just liking you as my friend ..
So since then I think of myself I'm so damn crazy,aggressive,arrogant and a selfish guy that i was just thinking and being excited about her becoming my girlfriend ...
(Present days) yes and like all my friends and best friends knows about this, and I'm glad that there always by my side to help and to give some advices .. I'm very thankful for having friends
And lesson learned don't be aggressive about things .. The more you get excited the more you become disappointed..
And as for now,I'm trying to move on,
,met some girls but it didn't work , she's the only one .. Puffing to my mind, beating to my heart telling to myself don't give up :)
Giving up so easily is not my personality tho .. So I didn't give up for liking her ..
(And this is for you) as you know I will not give up, until I can regain what I have lost and that's you .. Your like a missing puzzle to my life, your smile make my days complete, :)
And thank you for all the past sweet memories about us ... :)
( pm me and comment .. Thanks .. )
