Seaycee One Shots

Hold On

Hey guys, so this is my first one shot written for this fandom. It's not necessarily a happy one though, whoops :/ But I hope you guys enjoy it and thank you to all the people who encouraged me to write this. I really appreciate you all. kayceelewservids happeekaycee THAT1GURLLL thank you for helping me with this and giving positive feedback, it really means a lot. :)

Also I highly recommend listening to Hold On by Chord Overstreet whilst reading this. The lyrics are in italics btw. But yeah thanks to anyone who's reading.

Loving and fighting

Accusing, uniting

I can't imagine a world with you gone

The joy and the chaos, the demons we're made of

I'd be so lost if you left me alone

You locked yourself in the bathroom

Tears blur her vision as she slams the bathroom door shut behind her. Those three words circling in her head, repeating over and over again like a broken record. 'I hate you, I hate you, I hate you' being the only thing ringing in her ears as she stares at her reflection in the mirror.

She stares at someone almost unrecognizable as more tears continue to flow down her once rosy cheeks. Hair tasseled and messy, eyes blood shot, skin pale without the glow that was there once before. Her sobs almost uncontrollable now as she looks down at the sink. Slamming her fists on the counter repeatedly, not stopping when it turns red and raw.

Shakily, she lets out a breath and reaches for the second drawer under the sink. A razor lies there new and untouched waiting for her to use it. Suddenly her tears stop as she stares at it with nothing but a thought running through her head. She looks broken, defeated and torn from the world around her. A world she once considered a home. A world she once thought she was safe in, a place that would protect her from the dangers of the outside world. Little did she know, the place she considered home ever since that one day many years ago would turn into a place that turns to dust as it crumbles under her.

She slowly lifts her head to look in the mirror again. A lone tear makes its way down from her left eye as she brings the razor to her wrist. Numb to the pain, she cuts and cuts and cuts with only one thought going in her head. She ends up on the floor with a broken look scarred on her face as she stares at the deep cuts adorned with blood running down her arm and wrist.

"I'm sorry," she softly whispers as her vision turns to black, the world leaving her alone on the cold bathroom floor.

Lying on the floor when I break through

I pull you in to feel your heartbeat

Can you hear me screaming "please don't leave me"

Sean paces around in the living room regretting everything he's told her within the last 5 minutes. He runs a hand through his hair for the millionth time huffing as he starts to tear up when he sees their wedding picture sitting comfortably on the stand next to the couch. They were happy once, a long time ago. Something changed between them as they began fighting frequently, making up every time. But this time it was different.

He breathes heavily, trying to erase the memories that flooded his mind that reminded him of the events that just occurred.

He thinks back at the time they were happy. Smiling sadly as he vividly hears the giggles that were once music to his ears. Now they're broken sounds that haunts him in moments like these. Looking back at that picture again forced rough sobs to come out of his mouth and this time he doesn't do anything to stop them. The scene replaying over and over again in his head slowly making him go insane.