crave you.

𝐭𝐲𝐩𝐞 ~ 𝐭𝐡𝐫𝐞𝐞

9:53 pm

Sleeping at hotels wasn't new to me.

I unlocked the room with my card, throwing my takeout on the bed Before throwing myself as well.

In fact it was the only thing i'd call home.

I've noticed no matter how far I travel, I can't shake the feeling. The feeling of being lonely.
I couldn't stay still, stay in the same place for too long. Yeah it's part of the job, travel blogging. Being the biggest dick in the planet. Reviewing and nitpicking the lowest of lows, and the highest of high. And you know Glendale had plenty of that. I've ruined small business that had barely started. I've also ruined all chances of having friends.

Maybe I'm destined to be alone, reviewing shitty Mexican food until i die of food poisoning.

A buzz scared the living hell out of me. I lazily unlocked my phone and was greeted with a unknown number.

559-298-299
[y/n], hey! it's the guy
from the airport :)

I totally forgot I gave that guy my number...

you
Holy shit I forgot I even
gave you my number.

559-298-299
am i really that forgetful? lmao

you
Yeah since you never
gave me your name.

Matt
o shit u right
the name is Matt.

you
Cool, that's the whitest name
I've ever heard.

Matt
i'm the whitest man
you'll ever see.

Matt
why were you flying
back from japan
anyway smart-ass

you
Travel blog, I run a travel blog.

Matt
that sounds hella boring

you
Oh shut up what do
you even do asshole.

Matt
youtube shit

you
God please don't tell
me you're one of those
vloggers...

Matt
and film a literal corpse? nah

Matt
anyway, are you free at all?
it would be cool to hang out
with you a little more

you
Oh? Texting isn't enough
for you?

you
Jk That would be nice.
I do like the sound of lunch
tomorrow. I have to do some
shit for work anyway

Matt
you're annoying you know
that? sound good.
gtg gn [y/n] :)

As my phone turned off, and being faced with a black screen, forced me to look at myself. God his small smiley faces gave me butterflies more than I'd like to admit. The emoticon definitely reminded me of his little half smile at the airport. He was so kind, and his texts prove he was funny.

But I'm not staying.

After a month of smog filled L.A, I'm heading to Boston for work. He was too interesting to just brush off. I cant tell him that I'm leaving, he's too nice and sweet-

Shit.

♡ craving, im craving~