30 Minutes to Live

25 Minutes

I know I said reflecting was stupid but I guess you can't help it when you're dying. Simpler times just fill the mind, like times that you weren't about to die. My mind immediately jumps back 6 minutes ago. 6 minutes ago I wasn't going to die but now I am. Fate is as cruel as any sort of mercy bestowed upon someone. People may say 30 minutes its nothing it's merciful but it's so fucking cruel. Yes, 30 minutes is awhile but not enough to do anything, not enough to panic, not enough to cry, and not enough to rage.

It's just enough time to accept the approaching death.