Maybe We'll Make It After All {Sequel to What If? ~ Louis Tomlinson Fan Fic}

Chapter 36 - Everything I Didn't Say

Michael said as I bit the side of my cheek, trying not to say anything about what Roxy really has planned.

"I know I'm sorry guys. I just wanted it to be a surprise. It's still good news that we're doing a demo for her."

They all nodded while tuning their guitars.

"Now."

Michael started,

"Let's get started!"

He screamed as we all went crazy with our instruments.

-Roxy's POV-

I was getting inside my house as my phone kept blowing up with notifications. I ignored it as I got in and smelled a wave of vanilla splash over me as I walked in. I looked around my house to see a bunch of balloons and candles. I smiled as I looked down to see a sticky note.

"You are beautiful."

I smiled too myself like a creeper wondering who would have done this for me. Louis was all of the way on tour, I guess that tweet had nothing related to this... Well I hope not anyways.

I walked up the stairs as I looked in my room and saw a bunch of motivational pictures on the wall. It was so beautiful I wanted to cry. I looked at my mirror and someone wrote on it with lipstick. "You are worth it."

I instantly took a picture of it and everything around my room.

I went into my bathroom and looked through my drawers. All of my razors we're gone. I saw waxing strips and a long letter. My heart fluttered when I noticed the handwriting.

"Hey there Roxy. Ashton told me what you have been doing to yourself lately (it slipped out of him so don't kill him) I'm so sorry that you feel the way you do about yourself. I'm so sorry I haven't been in your life to show you how much you're really worth. You were the light of my life every day in that prison people call school. You were always so happy, even when you were sad. Through the tears you eventually smiled (that sounded sappy but it's true) I want you to know that you don't deserve to be hurt either. You've been hurt enough already by a bunch of people who said they loved you. Remember that I would never hurt you. You're my best friend and I never want you to forget that. I think you're perfect. You have all of these scars on your beautiful body but you prefer to cover them up. Why? Because your insecurities get the better of you and you shouldn't let them. I just wanted to write to you that I'm always here for you when you need me. Just call or text me and I'll be there to cuddle you like I used too. I'm sorry I haven't said all of these things to you sooner but I saved this letter to let you know how beautiful you truly are. I don't want you to cut anymore because I don't want to lose you. You're worth everything to me.

-Love your best bud, Michael xx

I let a tear slide out of my eyes as I folded the paper and put it in my dresser. This was the nicest thing Michael has ever done for me. I kept smiling like an idiot and crying for no apparent reason. I didn't think he had it in him to write a note like that. I giggled to myself. My phone buzzed as I looked to see that Wayde was calling.

"Hey Wayde."

I said as I whipped away some of my tears.

"Are you on your way over Roxy?"

He asked,

"Yeah, I'll be right there. Are the guys there?"

I asked him hopefully,

"Yeah, they think that they are recording a demo for a song for you but in reality it's for them. They are almost done, Ashton just informed me so get down here so we can hear what they've got!"

I smiled at Waydes enthusiasm,

"I'm on my way boss!"

I cheered as I hung up and ran downstairs to my car.

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-Roxy's POV-

I walked into the studio and heard an echo of drums and guitars. I smiled as I looked in to see Wayde twerking around with the sound booth. (No he wasn't twerking like Miley, we went through this okay?)

"Hey Wayde. Can we tell them now. I just can't wait!"

All of the boys were playing their instruments and damn I've got to say that they look so good when they're concentrating on something. Girls would totally go crazy for these guys.

"Yeah I'm just waiting for Simon to come. We can tell them now ourselves but Simon wants to have a chat with them afterwards."

I nodded my head as the music stopped. I looked up to see the guys out their instruments down as they ran out and gave me a huge group hug.

"You're back finally!"

Calum fake cried as we all laughed and I nudged his shoulder.

"Yeah I am and Wayde and I have something to say."

I said as the boys stood still waiting for my answer.

"Okay."

Wayde spoke up,

"I may have lied to you about the demo and who it's for... Roxy? Will you please explain to them what we we're doing?"

There eyes widened as I took a deep breath and started,

"This demo is actually for you guys and I've teamed up with Wayde and Simon to sign you to Hi or Hey records."

The boys all started freaking out as they all hugged eachother and went crazy.

"Wait guys."

They all stopped as I noticed Luke jumped on Calum so he was holding him and Ashton and Michael we're on the floor. They quickly got up and waited for me to continue.

"Simon is coming later. Since your demo is done, Wayde and I are going to check it out. We have to prove to Simon that you guys would be capable to make it in the industry and trust me, I'm gonna do a lot of ass kissing for you guys with Simon."

They all laughed as Wayde and I sat down at the sound booth.

"You guys go wait in the lounge area and we'll come and get you when we're done okay?"

Wayde said as they all nodded, Michael came over to me and whispered in my ear,

"Can we talk later?"

I smiled and nodded as he was tugged away by Luke.