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I slept in the next day, but when I woke up, I was so angry at myself that I wanted to start cutting again. I brushed the faded scars on my wrists and broke down crying.
I can't... I promised myself I'd never do it again, but there was nothing else that made me feel like my stupidity was nothing but just a one time thing.
I hesitantly reached for the pocket knife in the pocket of my sweater. It killed me to do this, but I flicked out the knife and pressed it to my skin, slicing over one of my older scars.
It stung, but it felt good; I felt relieved to cut. I sliced my skin one more time before wiping the blood off of the blade and cleaning up. I hurried outside to the deck, where the ninja were sparring against one another.
"Mornin' sleepy head." Cole said, looking at me as he kicked Kai away from him.
I rubbed the sleep from my eyes, hoping that the bags under my eyes weren't that bad.
"Correction," Zane said, pausing the brawl between him and Jay, "It's 12:40 p.m."
I gasped. "I slept in that long?"
Kai laughed, "You snore like a bear."
"I snore?"
Jay rolled his eyes. "You don't snore at all, Kai's just fucking with you."
I snorted before looking around. "Where's...Lloyd?"
"He said he needed some air, whatever the fuck that means." Cole said, pinning Kai to the ground.
I sighed and sat beside Nya. "Hey," I said, trying to make conversation.
"Do you think Jay's hot?" She said, watching her boyfriend flip over Zane.
"Are you asking me if I think your boy -"
"Yes. Be honest."
"Um, well, I don't...I mean, he's...decent.....?"
Nya looked at me, her jaw open and a smug grin on her face. "You made out with someone."
How the fuck does she do that?
"I...uh, wh-what?"
Nya giggled, turning back towards the fights. "Was it...Cole? Kai?"
"What? No! No!"
"Zane?"
"No! I don't - I haven't -"
"Was it Lloyd?"
I paused. "How do you do that?"
Nya laughed. "I don't know, Y/n, I really don't know." We laughed it off. I swear this girl can read minds. "We cleaned up breakfast so we just have a few leftovers from las night."
I nodded and headed into the kitchen, opening the fridge and leaning down to look at my options for food. I picked out the dumplings that Lloyd had taken for me yesterday. I was glad he kept them in the same bowl as last night.
I smiled softly to myself. I was kinda glad Nya knew about me and Lloyd's intimate moment last night, so I could talk about it with someone. I stared down at the food before bumping into someone. I looked up. It was Zane. Me and Zane haven't had many interactions, and I never planned on actually really talking to him. The guy was made of metal. He didn't freak me out, I just thought he was strange.
I smiled at him. He returned it, before looking down at my neck. I shot him a confused look. "Are you wounded?" He asked. I shook my head. "It appears you have a bruise on your neck."
I slapped my hand over the place where Lloyd had kissed me. "Uh, no that...I..." I sputtered. Cole, Jay, and Kai wandered into the kitchen.
"Why you all flustered?" Kai taunted, looking at my face.
PleasenopleasenopleasenononononoZanedon'ttellthempleaseplease
"She appears to have a wound on her neck." Zane blurted out.
"Where?" Jay inspected my neck; I backed away, slightly uncomfortable. "Pfft," Jay scoffed, "that's not a bruise. That's a hickey!"
Just as Jay yelled that, Lloyd's dragon landed on the deck.
《UNEDITED》
Sorry I haven't been updating as frequently, I've been meaning to take some time, but school has been getting in the way a bit. But I promise to try to continue writing this😁😁😁
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Fanfictiona silly ninjago fanfic from when i was like 13 - Y/N is a 16 year old girl who has every right and reason to hate the ninja, especially the green one. "Legendary Green Ninja" is what the people call him. "Hero and savior" is his name. If she ever h...
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