te amo || jian (book 1)

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kian

first person pov

"what do you wanna do now?" i ask jc.

"you." jc winks at me. he laughs after he says that. i laugh with him.

"maybe later, baby." i wink back, playing along.

i look at him. he looks at me. we stare at each other for a second, admiring one another. i start kissing him. he kisses back. this time, he leaves marks on my neck. i moan a little, getting some pleasure from them. "fuck," i say. "right there," i moan out when he finds my sweet spot. "how 'bout we just go back to my place and have a lil bit of fun, eh? my parents don't get home until later," i whisper in his ear. he stops kissing my neck.

"that sounds like a great idea," he says with a smirk.

i drive back to my house, feeling myself getting harder and harder on the way there.

"can't wait, huh?" jc says as he eyes my lap.

i resist the urge to retaliate, so i just smirk.

we get to my house, hop out of my car, go inside, and run up the stairs. i practically throw jc on top of my bed and start kissing him again. as we're making out, i pull his jeans off and his boxers off in one go. he does the same to me. then, we take off our shirts. in just seconds we're both completely naked.

he gets on top first. i laugh at him. does he really think he's dominant?

"that's cute," i say as i look him in the eye, smiling. i make us switch positions. he doesn't retaliate. he only rolls his eyes, which makes me giggle a little. i attack him with more kisses along his neck, his chest, hitting all of his sweet spots, making him moan like crazy. i stop after some time. i count fifteen hickeys, or love marks as i like to call them, on him. only five or six are going to be visible to other people, though. i made sure to keep a lot in spots he'll hide with his clothes.

"maybe we should use a condom," jc says.

i laugh. "nah. i don't think we do."

i ponder for a moment about whether i should prep him or not. i decide to prep him. besides, this is his first time and i don't want it to be too painful for him.

i make him get on all fours on my bed and stick one of my fingers in first. he winces a little. then, i stick the second one in, which makes him buck a little. i stick the third and final one in and he gasps loudly. glad my parents aren't home.

i keep sliding them in and out until i feel like he's loose enough.

"go in already," he says, panting.

i smile wide and stop. "patience, baby. i will. just you wait."

i position myself and start to thrust slowly. like i said, it's his first time. i don't want it to be painful to him. i want it to be enjoyable.

"faster, faster," i hear jc beg.

my smile's grown bigger, causing my face to hurt. i double the speed from before and he yelps. i fight the urge to start cackling like a maniac.

"you love this, don't you?" i say to jc when i've slowed down a bit.

"yea, oh, fuck yea," he moans out. he keeps moaning, enjoying every second of this. by this point, so am i.

i feel out of breath, so i stop for a moment.

"what's wrong?" jc asks me, worried.

"tired," i say. then again, i was almost at my climax.

"keep going. just for a couple of minutes."

he looks back at me. i look at him too and smile. "alright."

i go back to thrusting, slower than before, and turn jc into a moaning mess again. soon, both of us are a sweaty, moaning mess. after a few minutes, i hit my climax and come inside of him. it takes jc a few more seconds to come on my sheets. we're both panting like a couple of dogs after running around like lunatics.

"holy shit," i hear jc say when he catches his breath.

"did we really just-"

jc cuts me off. "yea, yea we did."

i look over at him. he's grinning from ear to ear, still trying to catch his breath.

we lie down on my bed, covering ourselves with my bedsheets from the waist down. jc scoots closer to me, laying his head on my sweaty chest. we're both drenched in sweat, so he doesn't really seem to care.

"you smell terrible," he says, laughing a little.

"so do you." i laugh too.

he looks up at me and smiles. "fuck, i'm tired."

i smile back. "me too. but, that was good."

"i agree. it was."

next thing i know he's out like a light, actually snoring. i laugh a little. for a few minutes i think about what just happened between jc and i and how amazing it was, how much it was needed. i fall asleep still thinking about it, a stupid smile still plastered on my fucking face.