Desire~

Chapter 12

Shai and Himeko got changed and ready to go out to hang out. Himeko felt embarasseed wearing one of Shai's outfit but Shai found it cute. Himeko couldn't stop blushing since she could sniff Shai's scent in her clothes
She smells so nice. Her clothes smell just like her
"U-uh Himeko? You okay?" Shai asked
"Ahem y-yes I'm fine" Himeko said and smiled softly. Shai stroked her hair softly and kissed her forehead
"Let's go to the park" Shai said. Himeko and Shai held hands then walked downstairs
"Mom we'll be going to the park" Shai said
"Alright. Be careful you two and have fun" Her mother said
"Yes mom" Shai said
"Yes Mrs. Okogi" Himeko said
"Oh dear please call me mom. We're family now. Besides Shai plans on marry-"
"Okay mom! We're leaving bye!" Shai said and walked out the door with Himeko and shut the door. Himeko looked at her and looked away
"Sh-shai..." Himeko said
"Hm? Yes?" Shai asked
"Are you planning on...m-marrying me?" Himeko asked. Shai stopped and looked at her blushing deeply
"I-I know we're young...but I do. I-I actually really do even though we barely know each other but I just...I realized that I do love you. I-it's my first time falling in love with someone...especially a girl. Himeko...I want to be with you forever. I want to stay by your side forever. I love you with all my heart" Shai said
"Shai...there is something I have to tell you" Himeko said which made Shai nervous. She knew whenever people said those words...something bad ends up happening
"Wh-what is it?" Shai asked
"The truth is...I have a fiance. My parents have planned an arranged marriage for me. That's why-"
"I understand. Y-you have to marry him..." Shai said releasing her hand and teared up
I knew it...I knew-
"What? No! I'm not marrying him because I'm running away from my family. That's why I asked you to stay at your place. I don't want to go back home and be with him. I want to be with you because I love you Shai. I really love you and I want to marry you" Himeko said holding her hands. Shai blushed and Himeko wiped her tears she had on her cheeks. Himeko wrapped her arms around Shai's neck then pulled her face closer to hers. Shai blushed as their lips made contact and the two girls kissed each other passionately. Shai wrapped her arms around her waist pulling her body closer to hers. After about a minute they pulled away and stared at each other deeply
"S-so you're running away from home?" Shai asked
"Yes. My parents are out of town and I lied to them telling them I was at Meimei's place" Himeko said
"Th-then how do your parents know if you're home?" Shai asked
"My parents hired a bodyguard so I told him I was okay and that I was at Mei's place...but of course I lied. Shai...I don't want to be found. I don't want to go back to my place..." Himeko whimpered. Shai wrapped her arms around her holding her closely
"I won't let them take you. I'll protect you" Shai said and kissed her head. Himeko blushed and nuzzle her chest as she heard her heartbeat
"Hehe now let's go the park" Shai said and held her hand
"Okay" Himeko said as she blushed and followed her to the park

Matsuri and Lina were inside sitting on the couch. Matsuri couldn't stop thinking about Harumin and what she said
What's going on with me? Why do I see her everytime in my mind when I close my eyes? Her voice...her body...her eyes...her warmth...ugh! Aaaaaaah! Get out of my head! Leave me alone!
"Matsuri-chan are you okay?" Lina asked. Matsuri gasped and looked at Lina
Maybe if I kiss her...I'll stop thinking about her
Matsuri grabbed Lina and kissed her passionately. Lina's eyes widen and fell back on the couch wrapping her arms around Matsuri's neck. Matsuri licked her bottom lip slowly asking for entrance and Lina allowed her in by opening her mouth slowly. Matsuri slipped her tongue inside her mouth and started playing with her tongue slowly. Lina moaned softly and wrapped her tongue around hers. Matsuri began sucking on her tongue gently while while roaming her hands all over her body. Lina blushed deeply and slid her hand down to Matsuri's dick but Matsuri broke the kiss and gasped seeing...
"H-harumin" Matsuri whispered. Lina stopped and pushed Matsuri off of her
"Harumin!? Is that the big tit bitch!?" Lina exclaimed
"S-sorry! It's just...my mind hasn't stopped thinking about her...ugh!" Matsuri said and grabbed her head
"But why do you keep mentioning her name!? Do you want to fuck her or something!?" Lina exclaimed which made Matsuri mad for some reason. Matsuri stood up and walked upstairs to the bathroom
"Where the hell do you think you're going!? I'm not done talking!" Lina shouted
"Shut up! I am okay!? Now leave if you want!" Matsuri said
"I'm not leaving until you fuckin tell me and explain why do you keep mentioning her!" Lina shouted. Matsuri ignored her and shut the bathroom door locking it
"Miaseakuu tell me what the fuck is going on?" Matsuri asked as she looked in the mirror seeing Miaseakuu
"I can't say...you have to give me something if you want me to tell you" Miaseakuu said
"Why the fuck can't you just tell me!?" Matsuri exclaimed
"Kill someone or try figuring out on your own!" Miaseakuu shouted
"Raaaaaah! Fuck you then!" Matsuri shouted punching the bathroom mirror and broke the mirror
"Matsuri! Come out right now!" Lina shouted. Matsuri breathed heavily and looked at the door
"What the fuck do you want?" Matsuri asked as she opened the door
"I'm here to listen to your explanation" Lina said
"Pfft...no wonder I broke up with you. You're just an annoying bitch and I got sick and tired of you!" Matsuri shouted. Lina raised her hand to slap her but Matsuri grabbed her wrist. Matsuri glared at her and let go of her wrist
"At least tell me why do you keep mentioning her! You told her we're dating!" Lina shouted. Matsuri growled and clenched her fists tightly
"Fine! Wanna know why! I fucked her! Yes I had sex with her! I enjoyed it because she has a sexy body like no other girl I've ever seen before except for her older sister obviously! Yeah! I enjoyed sex with her! I even feel turned on whenever I'm with her older sister Mitsuko! Maybe I fucked them both! Who knows!? I don't seem to remember anything! Hahahaha! Also I only said we're dating because that seemed the only way to get rid of her! There! That's your damn explanation! Happy!?" Matsuri shouted
"Fuck you! I really wish you were dead! You're not the Matsuri I know! You're a huge jerk and player who enjoys being with other girls! I hope you die alone! You deserve to be alone forever!" Lina shouted and cried as she ran downstairs and left the house crying. Matsuri panted heavily and looked at her hands
"FUCK YOU! I DON'T NEED NO ONE! AAAAAAH! DAMN YOU! ALL OF YOU! EVERY LAST ONE! I DON'T CARE AT ALL! RAAAAAHHHH!!" Matsuri shouted as she punched the walls and kicked.
"MIASEAKUU!! IF YOU WON'T TELL ME THEN SURE! I'LL KILL SOMEONE! I'LL KILL ANYONE! MAYBE EVEN MYSELF! HAHAHAHAHAHA! I DON'T GIVE A DAMN ABOUT MY LIFE! WHATEVER! MAYBE I'M NOT EVEN MATSURI! I DON'T KNOW WHO THE HELL I AM BUT WHATEVER! I CAN JUST PLAY ALONG AND BE THIS MATSURI GIRL THEY ALL TALK ABOUT! YEAH! HAHAHAHAHAHA! I AM INSANE! HAHAHAHAHA! THIS FEELS GREAT! I RATHER DIE ALONE THAN TO BE WITH SOMEONE! I DON'T CARE ABOUT ANYONE!" Matsuri shouted as she was breaking down again. Suddenly she fell on her knees with her red knuckles from all the punches she gave to the wall and tears began rolling down her cheeks
"You deserve to be alone forever!"
Matsuri cried and hugged herself
"I-I don't want to be al-alone!" Matsuri shouted and cried. Matsuri clenched her fists tightly and cried loudly. Miaseakuu watched her in pain which made her feel bad. She remembered when she had a break down like that and ended up going into a killing spree but not this time. This time she was going to help the poor Mizusawa. She was going to make the right decision she had to make when she was alive. She grabbed Harumin's card number and placed it beside Matsuri. Matsuri opened her eyes and saw the card.
"Call her...trust me. She'll help you..." Miaseakuu said looking at her. Matsuri looked up at her and wiped her tears.
She grabbed it and immediately stood up looking for a phone. She ran downstairs and grabbed a phone then began dialing her number
Maybe Miaseakuu is right. She is the only one that can help me. If I keep seeing her it's because she must've been important in my life

Harumin was at a coffee shop drinking some iced coffee. She looked at her phone and saw an image of Matsuri that she secretly took of her. Harumin felt her heartache as she remembered Matsuri saying she was dating that bitch. Harumin shook her head and sighed deeply. She didn't understand the emotion that she felt inside her heart. This emotion just kept growing. Was it love or desire? Or both?
"Desire controls you...it takes over you...nothing will stop you until you get what you desire. But...why did it have to be you?" Harumin mumbled as she at an image of the young pink haired brat. Suddenly her phone vibrated getting a call from someone
"Hello?" Harumin answered and her eyes widen hearing Matsuri's cries
"S-senpai! Please come back! I don't understand what's going on with me! Just come to my place! Please!" Matsuri said between cries
"On it! I'll be there!" Harumin said and hanged up. She left the coffee shop and ran to Matsuri's place. Suddenly she bumped into a girl and kept running. The girl was Lina and she looked at her and gasped
"That bitch is going to Matsuri's place...isn't she?" Lina said and followed Harumin. Harumin stopped at her place panting heavily and knocked on the door
"Matsuri! Matsuri! I'm here!" Harumin shouted. Matsuri answered the door and Harumin gasped seeing a crying Matsuri
"Why you? I don't get why you keep appearing in my mind! Whenever I close my eyes I only see you! I don't get why! Why won't you leave me alone!?" Matsuri cried. Harumin entered the house and closed the door behind her
"M-matsu-"
"But at the same time...I don't want to be alone...I want...someone with me...to comfort me...care for me...a-and...love me...b-but I don't g-get why that s-someone...has to be y-you" Matsuri cried softly as she wrapped her arms around Harumin and cried in her chest. Harumin wrapped her arms around her and lifted her head up. Matsuri sniffed and whimpered softly. Harumin wiped her tears and caressed her cheek softly
"I know how you feel...I too have the same emotion but it's different. My heart races whenever I see you and I begin to have thoughts about you. This sensation in my heart keeps growing for you. It's like this growing desire to see you and be with you. This desire keeps growing only when I see you. I don't understand my own feelings but I do know that it has something to do with you and I think I know what it is..." Harumin said
"Wh-what is it?" Matsuri asked
"This~" Harumin whispered and kissed her. Matsuri's eyes widen and blushed deeply. Matsuri just kissed her back passionately without hesitating which was very odd. It's like she kissed her before
This kiss...feels way more different. Her lips are much more softer and warmer than hers...is this what I've been wanting all along? Have I been desiring for her?
Matsuri wrapped her arms around Harumin's neck and bit her bottom lip gently asking for entrance which Harumin allowed by slowly opening her mouth. Matsuri slid her tongue inside her mouth and moaned softly. Harumin wrapped her tongue around hers and sucked on her tongue gently
"M-mmm~" Matsuri moaned softly
"Mmmmm~" Harumin moaned softly and stroked her hair softly. Matsuri's body trembled a bit and broke the kiss
"H-harum-Mmph!" Harumin kissed her again shutting her up. Matsuri moaned softly and kissed her back. Meanwhile Lina just stood there outside the house and clenched her fists tightly
Unbelievable! That bitch is with her! I need to tell Nitski quick! Hopefully she isn't busy
Lina pulled her phone out and began dialing Nitski's number
"Hello?" Nitski answered
"Nitski! You need to come home immediately!" Lina said
"Huh? Why?" Nitski asked
"It's Matsuri. She's with that Taniguchi girl Harumin!" Lina said
"Wait what!?" Nitski exclaimed
"Come here! Quick!" Lina shouted
"I'm on my way!" Nitski said and hanged up. She put her phone down and clenched her fists tightly
Matsuri I told you to stay away from her!