Forever his

•5•PICCOLO

Ataraxia POV

A/n: Italian translation
Piccolo: little one
Perché non hai chiamato:
Why haven't you called.

Enjoy the chapter. Gonna start a new book soon make sure to look out for it. But I'll put it out when it's up. Thanks!!
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We are now on the way to my house. Hopefully the foster parents haven't gotten home. But I highly doubt it. They are never home.

Ryan had gotten a call and had to go home. His mom seemed pretty angry.

"Why are you guys back?! For how long are you staying?! How have you been?! Perché non hai chiamato?!! How's the family?! When c-..." I rambled.

"PICCOLO!! ENOUGH!! Just breath, Little one." Jaylen bellowed cutting me off. I never liked it when he yelled or screamed. He scared me sometimes. Yelling only ever meant you're in trouble or did something wrong.

"I sorry." I whimpered looking down. If he didn't sigh heavily I wouldn't have thought he heard.

"No no no no, I didn't mean to yell. You were rambling and and I just got a little frustrated. That's all. Just... don't be upset." I just nodded in response.

The car ride was quite the rest of the way. I only told him the directions of when to turn.

When we finally pulled into the driveway I got out quickly and ran to the door.

"Stop running!" They all said in unison. "Your gonna fall and get hurt." Jay jay said coming up behind me giving me a look I couldn't decipher. I just opened the door and put my stuff down.

"Do you guys want anything to drink or eat?"

"Popcorn! And Dr.Pepper!" They all yelled at the same time.

"Damn!... well ok." I laughed.
We used to always have popcorn and Dr.Pepper when we would hang out.

"Well go to my room and I'll get everything. You remember where it's at?" I asked. Nelly nodded and rushed up. Jaylen didn't make any moves to go to the room.

I turned around going to the fridge. I could feel his stare on me. After getting the sodas I went to the cabinets to get the popcorn. I was to short to reach.

I was starting to climb up onto the counter when two hands gripped my waist pulling me down. "You know better then to climb up there. You know you can get hurt." He explained.

"Just because it happened one time it doesn't mean anything." I turn around to see him already looking down on my like he is contemplating or overthinking something.

I reach my hand to cup his cheek. "What's the matter Bear Bear?" I ask with a lot of concern. He looks so torn.

"I love you." He says in an exasperated sigh. As if he's out of breath. "I've loved you since I met you but your with Ryan i get it. I just had to tell you. I just needed you to know."

He turned around ready to leave upstairs but I grabbed his hand.
"If you would have told me this five years ago I would have dove straight in to this. I did in fact love you but you left and I was broken. I was alone when he... when he broke me. I love you I always will but not in the you do me. I can't loose you again. I wouldn't be able to handle it. I - i-I."

He cut me off with a hug. "Shhh. Little one. It's ok. You won't loose me. I'm right here. Now wipe those tears."

I hadn't even realized I was crying. I reached up and sure enough my cheeks were wet. I just hugged him a little longer until I heard a cough. "What is going in here?"

I turned to be met with cold eyes. "Get out Yugen. You aren't welcome here." His glare didn't waver from Jay. "Your mom actually called me over since their business trip is going to take an extra week. They want me to watch over you." He explained.

"Why not your brother?! And I can take care of myself. Even if couldn't you would be the last person I would want to watch me. So do both of us a favor and. GET. OUT" I seethed.

"C'mon little one calm down. Just call your mom and tell her I'm back. Me and the other two can watch you." Jay Whispered. Seeing my fist clenched at my sides he grabbed one.

Yugen laughed dryly. "Oh so now your with this dude. What about Bryan..." "Ryan" I corrected. "Whatever. I guess once a slut always a slut." Without thinking I stalked over to him raised my hand and slapped him.

"Get out and get out now. Don't come back."