god damnit larry sally x suicidal male reader

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You had been friends with larry,sal,ashe,and Todd for a while and you were all really close every one had there problems, sal had his hatred for his face , larry missing his dad, Todd's parents were very "spacious" ,and ashe with academic troubles you felt selfish when asked about yours when ever your upset about your mom or dad beating you, you remind yourself that you still have parents Sal doesn't have a mom and Larry doesn't have a dad you tell yourself that you should be grateful which just makes you feel worse. You found a way to get over the anger and sadness by repeating "do it for them" when deep down you mean"do it for sal" you've had a crush on the blue haired boy for a while now but dint have the courage to ask him out.

At that time consumed by you thoughts you completely forgot that sal was and larry were coming over for the night as your parents were gone on some trip to visit some family you heard the knocks on the door and walk down stairs throwing on a t-shirt opening the door to let the two in the three of you chatted for a while as the conversation slowly turned two other girls Etc on who you like Larry kept saying shit like this girl or this girl larry looked at sal and waited for anser he just shrugged and said "no one" you nod in agreement then I continued very slowly  continue scratching your arm throughout the conversation realizing you opened one of the bigger scabs quickly coming up with an excuse to go clean it you say "hey guys I forgot to take a shower today" they nod as you run up as he knew you had to take a shower now and I'd give you an excuse to clean it
You hop into the shower and turn on the water a bird's the cuts that are on your lower back and wrists you shudder and response as you start to clean out the wound kernel crash downstairs you yell back are you guys all right you hear a loud yeah just knocked over an end table you laughing responses as you continue to clean up the cut as it was pretty big as it's been bothering you lately feeling a sharp pain near the middle as you realized why you see as the blood washes away down the train that there's a small shiny object in your arm remember when cutting part of the razor broke you assumed it fell on the floor but now you know why you couldn't find the piece it was a rather large piece and it was a pretty deep into your skin and skin has started already heal over it and it's facing downwards you decided to pick it out as it didn't work so you decided to grab a utility knife you use it sometimes if your shower head gets stuck and it's the best way to get the rust and grime off of around the rim to move it ,you move and put your shorts as you're pretty much done with your shower you grab the knife once more off the counter as that's wee you set it down and grab a rag and put in your mouth you clean off the knife knowing it'd be stupid to let anything from the shower head it get into your cut after that you slowly slide it in you scream into the rug biting extremely hard feeling as if your teeth will break any second tears streaming down your face you continue to carve trying to get the large razor out of your arm

(Sals p.o.v.)
(Y/n) been taking a long time dude you should go find him , sal frowns under his prosthetic as he states " hes taking a shower no " larry plays some suggestive saxophone off his phone and starts laughing sal shakes his head as he looks at the time and realizes Larry's right you've been gone for nearly an hour and a half  sal sighs as he dicided it's best to check on you.

You p.o.v.

You scream into the rag as you jerk the knife side ways as to get the last of the razor out hot tear steaming down your face you hear a knock at the door as you rip the knife out of your arm screaming into the rag because of the bleeding you feel from being light headed hear a faint jiggle and a click as the door swings open revealing sal his blue eyes look down at you as he rushes to your side panicked and worried he whispers "why?" All you could muster was "razor was stuck" feeling shame over take you sal panicked ass he called 911 as you were blasting heavily and losing consciousness fast sal picked you up and held you in his arms wispering beging you to stay awake as he held you close and wispered "I love you I d-dont want to lose you please" you smiled meekly up at sal lifting his prosthetic a little and giving a pec on the lips saying I love you to before slowly blacking out.

You stirred as you heard  beeping opening you eyes to find the expected, your in a hospital bed you move feeling a little pressure on you leg looking up to see sal asleep on your right leg you calmly wisper "sal under your breath as he stirs a awake he looks at you and starts to cry saying jumbled stuff suck as "asleep for a week" and "you hit a blood vessel" he calms down enough to mumble " we - I thought I lost you" you smile at him as it goes silent as he speaks up and says "did you mean it?" You respond with "mean what?" Sal shifts uncomfortably . "When you said you loved me?" You looked down as you nod you head yes flushed from embarrassment. You see sals hand lay his prosthetic on you lap as you look up to see him grinning like a child "so do you wanna be my boy friend?" You dont think you've ever smiled this big in your life you hug him and say "yes" as he smiles and kisses your cheek and say "you have no idea how happy I am" larry then burst in seeing the scene chuckling to him self and leaving you both say "god Damnit larry"

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