I went home after talking to payton and bri about the party.
"Where were you Amelia??" My mean brother jax asked
"I was out with bri...." I said
"I was worried sick about you. I know dad don't care about you but I do..." jax said
I knew he was lying.
I got a text from payton.
Payton:hey
Amelia:hi
Payton:😇
End of conversation
"Who's textin ya???" jax teased
"A freind..." I said
"Boy or girl...." jax asked
"B-Boy...." I said nervously
"Is he ur boyfriend??" Jax asked laughing.
"No!" I said
"Welp you better go up to ur room before dad gets home..." Jax said
I nodded my head in agreement since my dad does hurt me and Jax all the time but mostly me because I'm the 'mistake' and he says that I'm the reason why my mum died but I don't believe that shes dead, so he hates me the most, I'm used to the pain but the more he hurts me the more it gets worse.
I went to my room and closed my door.
An hour passed and I heard that my father was home.
I sighed and got up to get my Guitar. I started playing it as I sang softly.
"Pink fluffy unicorns dancing on rainbows" I sang softly
After I finished the song I got up and put my Guitar away then picked out my outfit for tomorrows hell of a school day, I finished and put on my Pjs then I grabbed my little pocket knife and made two cuts on my wrist. I cleaned the blood off and then got in bed and went to sleep.
I woke up got dressed played my Guitar,brushed my hair, made three cuts on my wrist,then finally walked to school.
Outfit
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"Here we fucking go.." my demon said sarcastically
(Only I can here my demon unless she takes over me well you know what I mean,we're like two different people)
As soon as I got to school bri pulled me into a tight ass hug.
"I c-can't b-breath!" I said
"Oh shit sorry" bri said
"Eh" i said
"...."
Bri grabbed my wrist and started pulling me to class causing me to wince.
