How I Found Love Once Again

Chapter 5

Camellia outfit up above

After my talk with Karen along with my family telling me how ashamed and disppointed they are at me. I give myself some time to think about it and I realize everything all of them told  was true. So now Camellia and I are facing each other at the same place I took her on our first date and it's time to bring all of this to an end. I will make sure that at the end of our decision that she hates me and have not one piece of love and care for me in her heart if she doesn't already. So she can be at  peace and learn to love again because of how I treated her.

"Let me say this first for all the hurt you cause me don't you feel ashamed and sorry for the pain and misery you cost me, you could have come to me at any point in time and tell me you never loved me I would have been hurt, angery, and upset but I would have understand. But instead you decide to make me believe you did and string me along like a foul because of what you did I felt like I was losing my mind". That's when I intervene I knew what she was going to say but I won't let her.

"First of all Camellia it was you and you alone that though that I was in love with you okay. Sure I would admit that your intelligence and funny personality interested me when we were team up together for the project we had and then as time went on I realize we had thing in common so I ask you out and thought I could fall in love with you.

But I never did but as time went on you were kind, sweet, useable and innocent you offered to help tutor me, and with your help I did pass my exams both in highschool and college not only that my mom and hole family loved and adored you I just couldn't ever find the time to tell you oh I never loved you and let's not forget about the business you open for me.

Even getting client for me how could I say ok let call it quits I am not interested in you. Then came the day your childhood friend move back and need a job and you asked me if I could hire her as my PA so you wouldn't be so over worked. You know I can still remember the day you introduce us.

I finally felt something it's then and there I understand love at first sight after I persuaded her.  But she was not have any of it that didn't mean I was going to give up on her I saw her as my wife and future mother of my children. So that night we landed that big deal I took everyone out to celebrate she got a little bit tipsy and we started kissing each other I was so happy I could finally have the woman I want. Don't get me wrong sex with you was okay but with her it felt amazing a week after she told me she was pregnant.

I couldn't ask for more better escape plan to get rid of you and have the woman who I love. So right then and there I knew what I had to do" by the time I was done she was covering her mouth with her hand and in full blown tires this is what I wanted hate me Camellia.

"You f*cking son of a b*tch you are nothing but a piece of shit at first I was only angry and upset but now I can say I hate you so much I wish you would drop down and die right now you f*cking mothercunt.

I regret ever meeting you and leting you in my life I want to cause you just as much pain as you have caused me in fact I think I will and I am not going to mist your sorry a** excuse for a man" with that she grabbed me by my shirt collar and begin to draged me outside Karen and Adrianus if I could remember his name right was her brother Edson best friend went to get up and stop her. But I put up my hand up and Karen hold Adrianus hand to stop him and told him not to interfer.

When we was finally all out side I just felt a hard back hand slap across my face of course, I knew Camellia could fight and defend herself the day back at her office so I was amazing she let me hit her but that was all part of her plans and I feel for it with my short temper. The next thing I felt was a kick and there she went all out when she was done she was just staring at me with so much hate in her eyes.

I could bearley move if this is what she needs I will let her have it I didn't fight back at all. I just hope that one day we can talk like civilize adults and move past all this after a while she walked off with Mr.Lovesick accompanying. Her I always thought she would have seen just how much he really loves her and I don't and end things between us at least she will get that now Karen walked over to me and help me to stand up well I better go get myself seen about.