~My memories~~Ohshc Fanfic~^Reader-Insert^

9

Your Pov

As I remove the hair that was covering her face, She turned to me but time suddenly stopped and I couldn't move...Suddenly a black portal opened from the sky and hands formed and pulled me out. Y/n, Y/n!? A shout woke me up from my daze. I cough up some water and looked around the beach to see myself in the shore with Tamaki on top of me...W-what h-happened I asked weakly. These Imbeciles threw you into the water and you sank...Tamaki said angrily glaring at the two orange heads. but y/n if you can't swim why do you have a pool at your house? Haruhi asked me with a curious yet confused tone.

I can't swim at beaches cause It involves with my past which I cannot remember...I lied, 

"Oh so that's what those two at your house we're talking about"

Kyoya senpai stated out of the blue, "Those two?" I asked confused to whom he was talking about. 

"The two people that was by your gate with a guy with black hair and brown eyes which is wearing glasses and a girl with red hair and red eyes"

Honey-senpai described the people that took care of me since I was transferred here in Japan

"Oh you mean Yuki and Miyu those twins"

I said quite surprised that they even met them with Yuki trying to annoy people to leave and them suddenly arguing. 'Why are you surprised though' Haruhi asked confused at my reaction. 'well I thought that maybe Yuki annoyed you too much and doubted you' I answered scratching my cheek nervously. 'Yeah those two were quite handy' Tamaki stated annoyed.

'Senpai can you get off me please' I said trying to push Tamaki-senpai who was hovering me cause maybe of Cpr or something cause I drowned? Tamaki noticed his position and got off. 

getting up I wobbled out of the beach onto the hotel that was near this place that kyoya's family owns? Getting the suite keys I went to my room Stumbling on things like chairs the air and even a person. The water sure did drain my energy.

As I arrived at my room I quickly went to the bed and plopped down even though my clothes were soaked, I was too weak and tired to do anything. My mind was also tired of getting so many memories in just one day. I was strong before but when I lost everything I weakened and fear swallowed my well being, I may be strong to people's eyes but I am weaker to how I was before without my memory I am just a lost waste of space, I at least have something I am worth of.

I closed my eyes and let the darkness embrace me once again. Blinking I was in a white place. Everything Is white, No items of furniture, no trees, no people just white.

But there stood a girl, She was shorter than me and her features were familiar yet not that familiar.  I always see her here and the usual question just flowed from my mouth.

"Who are you and what is this place and why are you in my dream? again"

I asked panicked, 'Your dream? This is our dream y/n' She said giving me a smile, then she turned another way. I looked at her shock and confused, What is this girl talking about and how did she know me? Is she a part of my memory and how are we connected. This is so confusing.

Many thoughts swirled through my mind but one question remained. Is she Neru?

'You don't remember do you?' She asked looking at me with sadness. 'yes, but tell me...are you Neru?' I asked the question that was lingering in my mind. I always dream of her and it always hunts me. Like It hunts me that I fell like something is shouting at me that I should know her but I don't...

'I am, I am Neru but believe it or not I am still alive and people just think that I am not...The beach took me to an island where people lives in it. I don't know where it was but people speak in a language I don't understand but they thought me that language cause they understand my English but...I hope you remember me' She spoke looking at me with a sincere look. 'I-I can't but I heard some things about you' I said avoiding her sad and disappointed face. 'Yeah your mother she is very nice but she changed...' She muttered under her breath as she looked at her feet. She probably thought I didn't hear her but I did. 'are you in Japan right now?' I asked her.

She looked up and nodded her head not even saying a word. 'It seems like our time is up so yeah bye...' She said looking at her watch and then she smiled at me. 'Thank you for at least talking to me today even though you don't know me' She muttered the last part sadly and disappointed . 'Yeah, Your welcome...Bye...' I said as we started to dissolve from this world.

Waking up I find myself in the suite...The sun illuminated the room from the balcony where you can see the beautiful and blue sea. Getting up from the bed I tidied my hair and brushed it...I looked out the balcony as I inhaled the fresh sea air. It was very refreshing, It was a great morning starts with a beautiful view in the morning. Going into the kitchen I opened the fridge to see some eggs. I cooked some food and made an Omorice with the ketchup-making up a smiley face. I smiled at my work and started to eat it with a spoon. I ate it as I grabbed a glass and a carton of milk...I poured a glass and drank it as fast as I could so the taste wouldn't last.

I hate milk [sorry if you don't, It's just a part of your changes when you lost your memories...]

But I got used to drinking it cause my mom would beat me, I don't know why but she started to get more violent when I lost my memories...She hates me that is all I believe but for some reason it's true...I couldn't blame her it was all my fault by not caring and not noticing my surroundings at that time I could still, Thinking of the past I didn't notice tears were streaming down my e/c orbs and the fact that the fork I was holding was engraved to the table...

It was all my fault...

To be continued