A Dead Girl's Lullaby

A Dead Girls Lullaby

People misinterpret the dead girls lullaby

They only look at the after math and not the reason why

They forget that this song only comes when its time

To let go of all the pain and forget all the crime

I want to tell you the meaning, I want you to understand

What it means to hear the song and accept the offering hand

For this though you must hear the beginning of where it began

Since we all know no story begins with an end

It was mid freshman year, and winter was in full blast

Snow covered the grounds and the breeze blew fast

Cody Thomson and I had quickly become a pair

Making it impossible to rid myself of Trish's glare

See she was the popular one, the one with looks

While I was the girl who hid behind books

Her hate for me was no secret but never had she dare

Been rude to me so long as Cody was there

No you see the hate was bottled up and turned into rage

Which later would turn out to be the reason for this page

Since we were a couple now it only made sense

To do what others said and not be so tense

One day we were texting and out of the blue

He sends me an odd question...I should have knew

So as not to disappoint him, I sent him not one but two

Pictures of me that were shown to his crew

It only took a moment before word was out

That Maggie Dryer was easy, no doubt

At first it was only taunts and teases, words easily ignored

And then came the moment I heard him bragging that he scored

Not only had I sent pictures but apparently now

I gave it all to him and at the end said "wow"

He was no longer the one I trusted or knew

He fit in with them, with her, with you

Weeks turned to months, months turned to years

Destroyed by lies, and one little mistake made in the youthful thought of love

I had yet to give in to the thought of joining the man above

That was until the moment Trish made her return

And the truth I would finally learn

At this point now it was not uncommon to feel

The touch of a guy's hand hoping for a thrill

Because of this I avoided empty places in fear of the thought

That one day a boy would find me and I would be caught

Which is exactly what happened the night before last

When a boy with blonde hair found out the truth fast

It is a sad thing to admit you are no longer pure

Thanks to the rumors you were forced to endure

The ones you come to find out from a boy who raped you

Were spread at first by the girl who believed revenge needed to continue

It was her who had asked the question, it was her who saw

Me in nothing, not even a bra

Cody is at blame too, don't get me wrong

But what she did was much more lifelong

So now you understand why the angels finally decided to sing

To the girl who was eventually only thought of as a thing

People are not supposed to hear this lullaby

Until they are old and no longer able to try

But it makes it impossible when people watch you cry

Willing and hoping very soon you would die

So tonight the angels will sing me into a sleep that will last forever

Removing me away from the pain I had to endeavor

And tomorrow morning when you find this note

I need you to write one more thing that will need to be wrote

Tell them all, tell them why

I finally fell asleep to the dead girls lullaby