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Chapter one

(Italics are memories from the day. Some days all the people will have memories some days none will have memories. Also some days one of them won't write.)

Kip Monday
It's stupid I know. To wait for that one right person to sweep you off your feet. For that girl that catches my eye and won't make me ever want to leave her alone. That's why we have the marks everyone says but I want the girl who has it be my first kiss and not someone else. I want it to be perfect but why hasn't she come along yet. I've dated girls but it isn't right it doesn't feel right ever. I don't know I'm willing to wait though. I meet this beautiful girl though. She had gorgeous long black hair and these sparkly green eyes and smooth tan skin. She's a year younger too maybe I should get to know her. And no I haven't thought about Will today until now.

Narco Friday
Apparently Narco means drug dealer in Spanish welp that's great ain't it. Basically I'm fine I guess I don't really like writing these thingers down much. Basically I'm just gonna leave have a jazzy day journal bud bud. I'm a head out.

Tyler Wednesday
Ok I don't know what to write but basically I broke up with Sen they where great and all but we just decided we'd be better of as friends. Ill probably miss them. And I worked for three hours today. Also the shithead Josh fucking doesn't leave me alone. I honestly hate him. I hope he still remembers I have what happened that one night in junior year. God I would love to see his face if that ever got out. But I'm not cruel, people deserve privacy and time to figure out how and when it's time. At least I have that simple respect. I would be worse than Josh if I didn't.  Honestly though I don't know what else to write in this fucking journal so I'm gonna leave it here.

Wednesday
"Hey Tyler my man," I turned at the sound of a familiar annoying voice.

"Joshua what a coincidence how are you," I felt a slight pang of confusion and discomfort at the fact he wasn't alone.

His friends where all in uniform with their padding and I was alone. I tensed trying to remember if I had told anyone what happened. No not that I remember.

"Just wondering how Layla is doing and I was wondering if you could hit up my friend here with her number," He wrapped his arm around a slightly shorter kid.

I recognized him. Kyle Heartman. I stared him down and he looked up at me with a slight weird look. I looked towards Josh.

"You really think I'm gonna sell my little sister off to you guys, go find some desperate slut to fuck but keep your hands of my baby sister," I snorted and turned.

"Come on your not the one to speak you literally fucked everyone in the school," he raised an eyebrow at me.

I chuckled.

"It doesn't matter I don't want any of you on my sister got it," I looked towards Kyle again meeting his gaze.

He nodded and glanced off to the side pulling himself away from Josh his cheeks flaring red in embarrassment.

"Man whore," Josh whispered under his breath as he turned.

" Ay," I headed towards him and as he turned I grabbed his shoulder pulling towards me.

He flinched and didn't meet my gaze.

"You wanna say that to my face because I'm pretty sure your the one who is the man whore fucking every girl and constantly horny oh wait yeah I remember that day, last year right," I whispered to him.

He tried to push himself away but he couldn't as I tightened my grip on his shoulder and my other hand grabbing his other shoulder.

"So how about no calling me man whore and faggot anymore" Patting his back before I let him go.

His face was red but with also a terrified and angry expression as he turned walking off. I sighed dammit. I need to stop threatening him I'm gonna end up no better than him. I glanced at Kyle who stood there for a second looking at me as if he was deciding to say something.

"Ok bye" I walked off towards my car shaking my head.