13 Guys, 2 Girls | Seventeen × You

Chapter 6

When I watch the 14 of them, my heart hurts as if it's being squeezed... They're so close. I knew this from before but, SEVENTEEN originally got along very well. But because I came, ..., only if I didn't come, ...the 14 of them would still have gotten along.

💄「Haha, Y/N」

I heard a clear voice.

💄「Look, 」

「Even if you're not there... More like, because you're not there... everyone's having fun」

『, 』

💄「...Well, no wonder... they just went back... to them from before.」

『...Unnie, 』

💄「You might be mistaking but, I hate that girl.」

『What, ...』

💄「She's the only girl and gets all the attention... It kind of pisses me off. So I'm actually happy you came in, you know?」

💄「Because, thanks to you...everyone broke.」

She said and lifted the corner of her red lip.__What?

💄「She get's caught on the simplest traps, she still is pure... Haha, she's actually kind. The wound on her arm, is just because she bumped it. I told her to just blame it on Y/N, and she easily went along with it.」

『..., 』

💄「...___I'm happy you came in but...That's going to be the end now.」

Unnie run her hand along my face, and slowly opened her mouth again.

💄「...Hey, don't you think everything will get better, if the 2 of us disappear?」

Those words that were lightly released from her mouth as if she's suggesting, were only heard by me.

I leave the studio as if running away. If Unnie and I disappeared, does it benefit her...?_____Am I not, needed?

『.......Why, do I...』

Everyone...Everyone, is my enemy. I don't have anyone on my side, other than the 3. I'm so scared and, the gazes from the people, hurt.

I want to die. I thought. If I disappear, everything will get better. Even if make up Unnie hates Unnie, they were fine until now so..., they'll be okay, right.

If I jump off this high building_...

・

__________Will I be, freed from the pain?

『...,』

I love my family, the 3 of them, and my friends... No matter what they say, I still love the Oppas and Unnie. That's why...__That's exactly why... I might as well just disappear.

『Um, 』

I ask a staff that was near by.

『...How can I, get to the rooftop』

🦊's thoughts__

👠「______! So..., .」

Y/N is talking with make up Noona in the corner. Her face seems blue, ... Even though we're shooting right now I can't focus, and I get tired of how bad I am at staying focused.

👠「_____...woo, Wonwoo, ?」

🦊「...Sorry」

🐰「......This kid, he's always spacing out at home too, 」