mindless behavior roc royal (faithful or is it) love story

Going Back To Some Of My Old Ways Part 2

When roc seen my arm I don't know what he was feeling because he just got up and went to his room

I sighed then the others spoke up

Prince- Chassidy did you cut yourself ?

Me-um no

Ray-then why is the five long slashes that are bleeding on your arm

Me- I don't know can you tell me why they're there?

Prod- Chassidy stop lying why did you do it?

Me- I don't want to tell you

Paris-well you're going to have to cause you seen roc's reaction and we have to tell him why you did it.

Me- no I don't want him to know

Jazz- I told you not to do anything you were going to regret and this you're going to regret because you might lose roc over this

Me-*sighs* I know

Lazie-then why did you do it ?

Me-if I tell you will you all leave me alone about this?

Them- yup

Me- well I had to leave my best friend behind

Ray-what best friend?

Me- his name is Jerome

Lazie- your ex Jerome ?

Me-yup that's him well I had to leave him and he is the one who helped me stop cutting and when I don't get to talk to him or see him I cut so that's the reason that I cut myself

Paris- so you cut yourself because you can't see or talk to him?

Me-well I can talk to him I got his number but it ain't the same thing as seeing him face to face

Prod-well why don't you talk to him so you can stop cutting?

Me-because if I talk to him its going to make me want to cut more

Prince-why ?

Me-because it will remind me that I can't see him and ima get sad again and cut more and more

Ray-oh so why have you been sad and crying all the time?

Me-cause of Jerome

Them-ohhh

Me-yeah so are we done here?

Them-yup

Me-good I'm leaving

Jazz-wait

Me-*sighs* what?

Jazz-dont you think you should talk to roc ?

Me- I don't know I guess I'll talk to him later

Jazz-you better

Me- ok ok I know and I will