-Chapter fortythree-

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"I'm exhausted..." I yawned, we had been walking for hours to no end
"I know Babydoll, hang in there.." Jeff walked and held my hand

For every step I took, my legs burnt more, my feet were numb. I fell to my knees "I'm sorry, I-I can't keep on walking..." I almost cried.

Jeff sat down on his knees in front of me "we can take a break, we've been walking a lot non stop.."

I nodded, I felt bad for slowing us down, but I just couldn't walk more.

I shivered and leaned in on Jeff, he was warm, he took his arm around me.
"Rest a bit, and i'll carry you for as long as I can"

I looked up at him, he looked around as if he was keeping lookout, we was so caring.
Sometimes I wonder, what if he hadn't snapped, what if he hadn't become a serial killer, what would he then have been?

"Jeff?" I looked up at him
"Yeah?" He looked down at me
"What do you think you would've been if you didn't become the person you are now?" I asked
"I've never thought of that... I would've probably dropped out of school" He shrugged
"Why?" I sat up
"I hated it anyways" he shrugged again
"oh" I thought for a second
"What about you Babydoll?" He smiled at me
"oh, aha, I would've probably not made it so far" I laughed nervously
"Why is that?" Jeff looked at me with curiosity 
"I mean, you know..." I shrugged
"I see, well, i'm glad I tried to kill you!" he chuckled
I smiled and chuckled as well
"I'm glad you didn't succeed" I joked

"you know, you're the first person to have survived 'meeting' me, except the others at the mansion" He scratched his neck

"no way! Really? Then all the people in the news saying they survived you, are lying?!" I looked at him in surprise
"Yeah, what a messed up thing to lie about though" He shrugged

"That's crazy!" I was still surprised, and quite frankly a bit in shock
"Just like you~" he added
I chuckled happily, I gave his cheek a kiss "Should we get going?"

Jeff stood up and picked me up, and sat me on his back, piggy back style

"It isn't tiring for you to carry me?" I hugged his neck
"nope, i'm used to running for hours to no end, this is easy" He shrugged slightly

"Thank you" I pecked his cheek

A/N: I'm very aware of how long it took to get this chapter finished, and I know it's sort of short, i'm sorry about that..

But I've been reading your comments, and I've seen some of your guys' comments, and I've also seen that a lot of you reading this, aren't in your happy place right now. which is why i'm gonna list all the numbers you can call, in all countries, in case you need it <3

Remember, that you were put on this earth for at reason, although you might not know what it is yet. This world doesn't deserve you, but stay here anyway, and kick some mf ass!

Suicide hotlines

Argentina: +5402234930430

Australia: 131114

Austria: 017133374

Belgium: 106

Bosnia & Herzegovina: 080 05 03 05

Botswana: 3911270

Brazil: 188 for the CVV National Association

Canada: 5147234000 (Montreal); 18662773553 (outside Montreal)

Croatia: 014833888

Denmark: +4570201201

Egypt: 7621602

Estonia: 3726558088; in Russian 3726555688

Finland: 010 195 202

France: 0145394000

Germany: 08001810771

Holland: 09000767

Hong Kong: +852 2382 0000

Hungary: 116123

India: 8888817666

Ireland: +4408457909090

Italy: 800860022

Japan: +810352869090

Mexico: 5255102550

New Zealand: 0800543354

Norway: +4781533300

Philippines: 028969191

Poland: 5270000

Portugal: 21 854 07 40/8 . 96 898 21 50

Russia: 0078202577577

Spain: 914590050

South Africa: 0514445691

Sweden: 46317112400

Switzerland: 143

United Kingdom: 08457909090

USA: 18002738255

Veterans' Crisis Line: 1 800 273 8255/ text 838255

Remember you are worth it! love each and everyone of you <3

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