Trauma (Ereri)

chapter 1

Hey new story woo. But heres a few things this story will contian lgbtq+ charactors and boys love so if you have a problem with that please leave now. Two these are not my charactors they are created by Hajime Isayama in the series Attack On Titan. (Recommend it). Three there probaly be a few spelling errors (more like probaly alot. sorry)  Trigger warning might have some dark themes.  Including Eds, deppression,  possible drug addiction, and gang violense. So dont read if you cant handle dark/sad things. 

If you do suffer from deppression or anxioty. Please know there is someone caring and if not just dont give up your life is worth it. Even if you dont feel the same. And if you know someone suffering try to be there for them as best as you can.                                                                                                  Suicide prevention hotline: Call 1-800-273-8255                                                                                                      Crisis text line: Text 741741 (Text HOME) 

Ok enough with that onto the fanfic. 

Chapter 1:

     Levi stands at the foot of his balceny looking out onto the city lights which filled the darkness. He sighed how long has it been since he was able to just relax and enjoy a cup of tea by himself he couldn remember.  The calming night air wind blowing through his raven black hair. The smell of tea surrounding the air, it was intoxicating for him.  He liked the night it was calming and he was up alot because of his insomnia. Listening closly he could here the cars driving by. The nieboring apartment talking on the war going on in city Maria it was quite some disstance away but it was still terrifying to think about the fighting, and what caused it? meny people speculate it was a dispute between the leaders the diffrent gang fights in parts of the city. Or just a complete citizen fight agenst goverment. Eny reasons how Levi dosnt like watching the news he cant tell if there telling te truth or not and even if it is the truth it is hardly ever good. He chills listening to the other night sounds the saxaphone playing in a distance he is on the  11th floor so probaly on the corner. Levi much preferd classical but the music seemed perfect fo the scene he was starring out on. He went inside the heat of his apartment relaxing him it wasnt like him to turn the heat on but today he had a certian chill which he couldnt shake so he thought its probaly just the cold. Once he was done with his tea he took a shower and liad in bed staring at the cealing for a while trying to relax and fall asleep, until his alarm clock went of. "Shit" he swore relizing he had done it agen he had stayed up the whole night. He got ready putting on a black hoodie and some jeans. Grabbing his bag and starting his mile walk ot the collage he goes to. He could have taken a bus or driven but he enjoyed the walk it got him out and he could have a nice walk which would take a while expecially when he normally would wake up early or stay up.  He like when not then meny people were around but just like uaslly there were some. " Hey sexy wanna bang this pussy tonight" A taller women yelled from across the screet. He ignored her people like her were at the bottem not that he felt that he was that high above he just believed what they were saying was sick.  As he contineud he heard the women yell agen " Ah a prood i see think your all that better well your hideus to start with eny way!". His walk took about 2 hours and he had made it to class early it was probaly around 6ish class started at 8 so he wiated by the gat progressivly more and more people showed up. Levi kept his head down and was reading through old chats one of his closest friends Hange who had went onto a trip that week so woudnt be at school. One of the first people to arive were eren and his isster chating it was still early at this piont the was a quit moment when they saw levi but the niose quikly started up agen. Levi wished he had someone to talk to someone to hangout with he woudnt show it but Hange just even being around meant so much to him. She realy helped pull him out of a bad place in his life.