i was so afraid of
losing you.the thought of you leaving
me gave me anxiety
attacks at 3am.but you loved me, right?
i didn't want to live
without me.you always told me that
if i leave you, you'll kill
yourself.red flag, but i didn't see it.
you also told me that your ex
boyfriend texted you just recently.didn't he kill himself?
i didn't want you to be mad at me, so
i just let it be.red flag again, but i didn't see it.
i was blind.
a/n
there are only 6 chapters left sigh