{Tmnt 2012-mikey Depression}Please stop pushing me to the edge

part 2

After my brothers finished breakfast, my father called us to the training room
We were all sitting in our places, my father was talking about meditation and how to control our inner character.I was listening with great interest, so my brothers were surprised, and of course Raph ridiculed me, and my father did not say anything to him because he looked right.I laughed With them,will i was crashed inside.

Then we started training in combat, not to practice meditation. My father said not today, we have to be ready physically and psychologically, so we don't stay there.

It's sounds good for me.

I am against Raph and Leo against Donnie
Great This is what I need exactly, more of heart crash.

Raph:Come on Dear weak let's fight, Oh wait it's fighting from one side Hahaha

I didn't say anything

We started the fight and as Raph said was a one-sided fight, I feel really useless to this family,Sometimes I ask myself, will anyone from my family ever miss me if I disappear?

We finished the exercise and Raph was talking about the beauty of how he hit me and throw me down,Then he looked at me and said
Raph:This was really fun because you're so weak, and you can not face me hahaha.

And he continued walking toward the sitting room, of course I can not go to my room or else I will be in doubt for this I went to the sitting room as well, and I was carrying my phone and play a game,Suddenly Casey entered the hideout and He was saying hello
We looked at him and leo asked Casey

Leo: Don't you have a school now?

Casey: Yeah, but I sneaked out of it because I was bored.

Leo: ......Well, I'm going to meditate, enjoy together

Leo went out of the room and I, Raph and Casey stayed, of course, Donnie was in his lab

Casey's cut the silence that stretched for seconds after Leo's departure

Casey: Hey, do you want to go and Hang around for a bit and kick some butts?

Rahp: Yes it best from sitting here

Casey: And what about you, Mikey?

I knew that raph didn't want me to come.so i wan't go, it's painful to be around people who do not want you to stay with them

Mikey: I'll skip this time. You can go alone
I said and I smiled

Casey: well as you want
And they both left and I was alone in the sitting room on my own I have no desire to do anything but if I don't do anything they will think there is something wrong, for this I have to complete my representation

Mikey: i'll go to play with Donnie and Leo

I went for lab Donny forgot to knock on the door and spoke at once with Donnie

Mikey: Hey Donnie what are you doing?

Donnie: aaaaah
Signed what was in his hand and crash

Mikey: Ah, Donnie,I'm sorry are you okay?

Donnie: how many times I told you that do not enter my lab!!!!

Mikey: i'm really sorry D i forgot to knock on the door

Donnie: Is that all you have to say? Each time always the same sentence "sorry", well you know that the word sorry will not return me mutagen that you broke because of your stupid actions!!!! Now get out of my lab and never enter it

Mikey: Let me help you clean up and....

Donnie: You've helped me enough, get out of here now

Mikey: But I....

Donnie: I said get out!!!

Here Donny pushed me. I fell on some of the flying glass pieces that Donnie had not noticed. I kept the pain inside and got up and went out of his laboratory. He locked the lab directly behind me.

Mikey: So what do I do now?

I noticed that there was some blood flowing from my hand

Mikey: It's a suitable punishment for me, okay I'll go wash my hand
After I washed my hand I went to see Leo

Mikey: Hiiiiie Leo

Leo:.....

Mikey: ammm leo i want to ask you something

He responds to me with his eyes closed
Leo:.... not now Mikey

Mikey: But it's really important

Leo: I told you not now

Mikey: I just want to know if you....

Leo:No ,I don't want to play, walk, read comic or anything, just leave me alone. You bother me and distract me.

Mikey:......alright

I left Leo's room and I was upset because he didn't open his eyes when I was talking to him
Ah, but the good thing about it is that I got the answer to my question: "Will anyone miss me if I go to the other world?" But they do not seem to be. They always ask me to leave and they seem upset about being around.
That is why I will fulfill them their wish and get disappear.