Needed

What is Needed?

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Before we get into the story, I would like to state that none of the characters are real and I do not own any of BTS and this is not based on an actual life.
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Personally, I have never felt needed in my life, be it by someone or something, be it at a party or an event even at your close friends wedding.

So I developed a sense of needing, of wanting, of having myself accepted, of wanting to be needed. This led me to have countless flings, countless fights and countless shit storms to deal with which I may state "I do not give a fuck about" because the world never cared about me so why should I? Humph

I used to believe in fairytales, how the princess gets swept away by the charming handsome prince from the evil clutches of a witch, wizard, goblin etc the list goes on. It would make my little heart swoon over the happy endings and happiness that used to come with them.

My little self was hypnotised by the beauty shown rather than the ugly truth behind all those stories which when I grew up and saw were nothing but delusions of people drawn or written on paper to sell and make a lot of money. I was, hmmmm... let's see sixte.. no fifteen years old when I read the actual fairytales not the fake personification shown on screens and they go something like this,

☁︎ Sleeping beauty was raped while she slumbered for a hundred years

☁︎ The little mermaid turned into sea foam because the prince fell in love with someone else A.K.A she died and the list goes on.

So, someone tell me why do we fill little children's heads with such nonsense, especially girls, when nothing of the sort exists. Truly, I don't intend to disappoint anyone of you but I was disappointed and so will you, it's the ugly truth.

In all honesty I consider myself not a bad person and not a good one either but someone who is a bit too blunt and cannot stand bullshit because I went through too much of that already. I want to live according to my terms and I do not intend to let anyone control me, emotionally and physically.

With that being said I want all of you to pay attention, presently, to this whack job who had the gal to cut in line and none other than in front of me. I mean there are so many people waiting in line, some even for an hour and this man had to cut in, why ? Because he couldn't wait or no one taught him how to wait in a line.

It took every cell in my body not to push him out so I did what any other person would do, I tapped his shoulder, gently and nicely.
He turned around and had the most baffled look on his face, um hello you're the one who cut in line.

"Excuse me sir but you just cut in the line"

The next thing he did, shocked and angered me, really angered me. The piece of shit smirked and shrugged his shoulders and turned around without an apology. I was fuming.

"Let it go Lei, it's not worth it" I looked over to the person to whom belonged this soothing voice, the friend who always has my back, the friend who I can always count on and the friend who is able to understand my dilemmas.

"How am I supposed to let it go Ava?? He cut in!" She looked at me dryly and sighed.

"You do know there are bigger dumdums in the world"

I took a breath.

"I am doing something about this, hold my place"

With that I ran over to the start of the line where two muscular men were standing in an anchored stance while people checked into the building. As soon as they saw me running they immediately stopped me from going further and I halted but carried on explaining what happened.

One of them came with me and in a matter of minutes the whack job was asked to stand at the end of the line, apparently seeing the bulky man was enough for him to scurry to the back.
"See Ava, this is how u deal with people like him"

Ava rolled her eyes and nodded her head.
"One day Lei someone is going to challenge you and you will loose"

I scoffed, "honey I'd be dead before that happens"

The rest of the day went by swimmingly, we waited in line to enter the new bookstore, Ava and I were avid readers which was one of the first things we realised we had in common and developed a friendship.

She may seem timid with those big eyes and straight chest nut coloured hair but she had a thing or two for the more gory genre of books, oh well can't be helped, no-ones perfect.

Spent the afternoon at the store, bought a few books, went window shopping and had an early dinner.

Before we decided to head home, I wanted to get a few groceries since I loved to cook. It was one of the few things that would keep me calm and focused, a way to relieve my stress and burn up extra energy, it was also a plus for Ava since she would even burn water. How does one even do that!??? It's simply boiling water but she freaking burns it, nevertheless, for her I am the kitchen queen or so she calls me that when I have my apron on.

Home for us is a two bedroom apartment in a quaint neighbourhood. When we get home we coop up in our rooms usually or just hang around in the lounge.

Up till now, most of you probably are thinking, in the beginning I said I wasn't needed but in fact I am needed. Let me correct that, I may seem needed but I am not, just because I fixed the line cutting situation or that I cook for Ava doesn't mean I'm needed, it's something I had to do in order to set things right and in order for Ava to live because god knows how that woman has survived till now.

So I don't know when I will be needed but I do know for a fact, that'll be the day someone or something has touched my soul.

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Alright, pretty cheesy am I right? XD
so I have no clue where this story will head to
But I will say that I hope it reaches out to all of the beautiful souls that need to be consoled
I hope you guys enjoy reading whatever this is XD
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