Strings of Fate

Chp.5

Yeah but tbh our chats are really cheesy. PS. Just from my side. I use to complement her everytime and she used to always send blush emojis which was so cute of her. But outside she being the mature one in our relationship would handle me and calm me down whenever I try to hold her hand saying we are in public. I am a little baka... What could you expect I am Naruto afterall.

Time flew by, we went on a date. Had a heck lot of fun. A month passed and we congratulated, wrote poems, she wrote a beautiful thing dedicated to me which actually made me a little emotional too❤️

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We always use to talk about anything that is bugging us.... But so as to not make one of us sad we use to hide small things too. And to be frank never do this but there's just no other way as I literally care about her. She has already went through hell can't give more pain to her.
There was this time that she cried because of my foolishness and I was so so feeling guilty about it that I wanted to hit myself up. So as a punishment and to never forget her worth I made a pact that whenever she feels down or sad due to me I won't eat that day.
Somehow she being so sweet she got to know that I did not eat and started scolding me that it was nothing, I cry on little things too, mistakes happen chill! But I am Naruto afterall already being so mad in her love.
Sometimes I actually think is she being in a relationship with me just to make me feel good or does she really love me too. I mean she's a hyuga and I am an uzumaki... Our cultures are a lot different, we had a long chat on this that will her parents accept me and all such... She said that she talk them through and what parents... Those parents who can't even control their fights in front of their kids are no one to interfere in my life.

I was a little sad and happy too. But really to think of it does she really love me? I have no answer for this and obviously I can't just ask blantly to her face. People who know about us really think that I am the mature one, nope life teaches you things that you can't ever think of.

So time passed and the time was for freshers party in our college. Many events such as paper dance, cycle race, football and etc. Were organized. I was really really excited for the paper dance to be really honest. But when I told this to Hinata she was excited at first too but then she started to hesitate.
Just a thing you need to know I can hide my feelings pretty well. You will never know what's happening with me if I don't let you. So I was obviously very sad when she said I don't know maybe I won't come to paper dance. I  said yeah fine it's okay you don't need to if you don't feel so. Just tell me finally the day before. She answered in positive.

Now I forced her to take part in the dance competition. And to my surprise she's a fast learner. She did pretty good in the first round and her group got selected. She used to prepare really hard for the dancing auditions round 2. Now I was in the drama club and was pretty well going too.
One Eve she informed me that she was practicing with her group in the library basements. I left early from my drama practice and thought of giving her a surprise by visiting her club.
I went there she smiled back and I sat down looking at her group.
Her days were getting so hectic day by day. She left some classes to go for the practice. I was just finding a way to calm her stress. She texted me once that I am still in the college and will leave for the practice soon. Coincidently I was in the college too and asked if I could come there?
I thought maybe she'll answer in yes or no. But to my surprise she wrote something that hurt me a bit. She said you don't always need to be with me, I can take care of myself.

Well that's not what I meant. I just wanted to see her and that's it. But well she thinks I am following her. Hahahah.... Oh wondering why I am laughing well I have the most perfect girl a man could ever dream of, but sadly I still think if she's just stuck with me? I mean I love her to the end of my life;(she is my life btw) but what about her.
And one more thing I learned from being in a relationship is that the boy needs to apologize a hell lot and I mean it.... Maybe sometimes it feels cute to her but it's the boy who loves the girl to the most so he would never ever blame any fault on her and I mean every word of it. You just won't be able to do it.

So yeah I was hurt by her text but I just wrote that yeah cool. It's not that what I meant but I am sorry(obviously) that you feel that I am following you.... (sort of)
Sorry again.

Well the next day was the fresher's events. I was really excited for the paper dance. I was just hoping she says yes. I so wanted to do this. Like literally my hype was over all limits. Now I went to this quiz related to marvel and DC and lost as my partner got exchanged with my friend and she was amazing so we could match their level. Cool no prob nice start to the day. Next my dad calls and yelled at me for the laptop I wanted to buy.... Yeah I wanted to get one. He said this is not acceptable go for a cheaper one.
Nice going for the day. And yeah I even woke up at 6 for the drama practice and it didn't go as planned too. Now I am in my friend's hostel room waiting for the next event to take place.
Now listen to this...
My phone rings... It's Hinata shes all happy and says where are you? I said in the hostel... She said oh shit!!!! Paper dance is going on... I am just here to see it it's pretty informal.... Not at all good so yeah😅
I thought fuck! I missed it. But thats not what hurt me the most. You ll see wait. I was about to go for another event bid wars and one of the member of Hinata's dance group met me and said you aren't in the paper dance? I said no. Oh ok... He answered.
Well Hinata took part but she lost.
I was like what? But obviously didn't show it on my face. I was dead hurt. She could have called me that she wanted to play. I was hurt like hell. But yeah I am a guy can't say anything to her just because I love her. This ain't happening... I wanted to be there, with her. But as she said na ki she can take care of herself I guess she did take care of her and went on with it... I wanted to try the paper dance. I had always dreamed of it since 8th Std. My friends went to this party where they had this event and they didn't call me. I don't know why they didn't invite me. Maybe because I had some rough past too. But who cares.

I got the girl of my dreams but I guess she didn't get the boy she dreamed of. I am trying everyday to be even slightest close to her heart so that I can be the one for her she's for me. Maybe just maybe.... *Gasp*
The paper dance... Huh.... Such a small thing right? Well I was excited and happy about it for the whole week but looks like one of us had fun. I could have went with someone else too. But why should I? I wanted to spend those moments with her. But yeah it's all cool, after all it needs to be.

You know this one time she was sad I was after her the whole day that what happened did I do something wrong? She said no. I tried lifting her mood multiple times. And at the end of the day she felt good too. So I was so happy that I can't even express.
Now one day I was sad because of something that was bugging me for days so she started to ask what happened? I said that leave it it's nothing. Because what bugged me was something about her only which I didn't share with her so as to not to make her sad. In the end of discussion she started to say things that could have been said in a much better way. I was hurt yet again. But well I love her so I took the blame on me. I am not saying all this just to make myself look cooler or more mature because I am not. I am just trying not to lose her anytime.
We are really not those cheesy couple but I think we are the best of all.

Anyways I hate this fresher's events. I am never taking part in this paper dance anytime again. I guess it's not written in my fate.

Sorry guys I didnt have the time to edit this... Will edit it in some coming days. But do highlight grammitical errors or any error u see!
Sayonara and tell me your thoughts on this one❤️😉