[Don't cry] jally

"Dont cry" pt.6

Pre -a.n-
Beforehand, I really wanted to do a Dallas's POV of what happened in the last chapter. So, this is it. I'll try to do a triple post today to make up for it. No promises though.

Dallas POV

"I love you so much Johnny" I say to him. I can't believe he feels the same. It fees surreal. "I love you too" he's says back, hugging my chest.

I fall asleep with him safe in my arms. Like I've always wanted it. Sleep slowly consumes me, sending me off into a deep sleep.

The next morning

I don't feel Johnny next to me anymore. "It was just a dream. Ugh" I sigh with my eyes still closed. I reach my hand out to stretch but instead I come in contact with a figure next to me. I open my eyes. Johnny.

I smile at him. "Mornin beautiful" I say to him. He really does look beautiful. An angel. My angel.

He doesn't say anything. Tears just start to flow out of his eyes in waves. I panic. "Another nightmare?" I ask. He nods his head. A wave of relief washes over me but at the same time I feel sad. I don't want it to be any more that a nightmare, but I didn't want it to be a nightmare either. I don't want him to go through that.

I hug him instantly, wanting to comfort him best I can. "L-let go" he whispers. My grip tightens. What is he talking about? "Johnny, tell me what's wrong". "Let g-go of m-me" He cry's. I loosen my grip. I don't want to hurt him. "Johnny, please" I plead with him. I reach to put a hand on his shoulder, hoping to calm him down. As soon as I make contact he closes his eyes tightly, shaking even more. The sight breaks my heart. I don't want him to be afraid of me. I pull my hand back, small tears falling down from my eyes. My heart breaking more with every tear.

"Johnny?" I ask shaking. I try to catch his eyes, trying to find some sign of reassurance. He doesn't look at me. "I d-on't want to be w-ith you. I just w-anted to see h-ow far you would t-take it"

I can feel my heart shattering. I can hear my heartbeat pounding in my ears. All I can do is cry. "B-but, y-you s-said, y-you s-said..." I choke out through broken sobs. But he cuts me off "I said I    l-loved you? I n-never loved y-you" more words stabbing at my heart like knifes making me break down even more.

My world, crumbling around me. I lower my head to look at my shaking hands, tears dropping down onto them. I don't want to believe what I'm hearing. I thought he loved me. Nobody and nothing has ever effected me like this. I've never felt anything like this. The pain is worse than any fight, any injuries. The after effect of his words ringing in my head like bells.

"This can't be happening." I can feel his eyes on me. A few moments of silence pass. Me still crying heavily, but not making a sound. "How could he do this to me?" "I won't be coming back" he finally says. "Don't go. Please" I want to yell and tell him to stay. Tell him I want this to be a dream. But, I can't. I can't talk anymore.

He leaves the room. As soon as I hear the door close, I can't help but breakdown crying.

-a.n-
Again, sorry it's kind of similar to the last chapter. I have a plan, don't worry.
Thanks for reading!