I love you, I hate you.

Chapter- TWENTY FOUR.

Moms:

Emily's:

The ball was a blue ball of that makes since. Anyways I feel uncomfortable. Sophie is so happy that all the school is here. Mom is being mom. We haven't talked in five days, so technically I have been lonely since Daniel is busy with life. Micheal is always on business trips, but I don't care. "Lilly," Sophie's says while waving her hand in front of my face. "What," I say roughly. She rolls her eyes. "It's time for my grand entrance. "Okay does it look like I care," I say and walk out. You can't blame me for being a bitch when she has been yelling and slapping me these past days. I bump into jack on accident. I say sorry, but he ignores me. Guess what he's been a bitch too, because he is too cool for me. I am okay though. It's not like I am not used to it. I walk down the stairs that are in the ballroom. Everyone stares it makes me anxious, but at the same time I want to yell at them what the fuck y'all staring at motherfuckers. But you see I am to polite to do that.....just kidding. I don't do it because as I walk down the stairs I see the spot where my dad died. I hold back tears. I can't cry not here because I'll be called a pussy, out of the corner of my eyes I see jacks face full of concern. he does nothing. I finally get all the way down the stairs I decide to walk to the spot where he died. Ik stupid right. When I get there at stare at it like a stupid idiot. Until I hear trumpets. I turn around to see my sister walking down the stairs with my mom and Emily. Once they get to the final step Jack helps Sophie. I smile. *after a few hours* jack and Sophie have danced and now I am on my way to get fruit punch. Once I get to the table that is suppose to have it, I noticed it isn't there. Splash. I feel the stickiness of the fruit punch hit my skin. I look at the person who did it and it was my sister she had a big smirk on her face. "WHAT THE HELL," I yell at her, she keeps smirking but it slowly fades away as my mom makes her way toward us. "She did it mom she wanted to ruin my party so she dumped it on herself," she whines while crying. Jack comes and pulls her into a hug. "Why would you do that," my mom says quietly. "I didn't," I say loudly and run out. I hear her yelling my name but I don't stop . Instead i continue running. Where? who knows. I end up running into my grandparents room. They see me run in crying. "Honey what happened," grandma says taking me into a hug. "Sophie dumped juice on me then blamed on it me," I say trying to hold back tears. I can't shed any tears because tears show your weak. And I cant be weak. Grandma leads me to my room and tells me it's going to be okay. "Take a shower I'll be here waiting," she says quietly. I nod. I walk into the bathroom and look at myself in the mirror. I start to cry whispering: why me? After a few minutes I calm myself down I turn on the shower. I step inside and feel the steaming water against my bruised body. I stare at the water as it goes down the drain. Wishing it would take me too. I take only ten minutes in the shower. I grab a towel quickly and wrap it around my petite body. I look at it and look at all the bruises my mom has left. I breathe in and walk out. Grandmas face is full of shocked when she sees me. Shit. I forgot she doesn't know about my bruises. "W-who did that to you," she ask standing up quickly. "M-mom," I say looking at the floor feeling ashamed. She lifts my chin up and says "I am sorry she hits you." I smile sadly. "It's okay." She tells me to go get changed into something I would wear everyday. I choose this outfit.👇

Grandma doesn't say anything. I then put my nose piercing in. She looks surprised, but gives me a slight smile. We both walk out and see mother coming our way. Grandma gets in front of her. "Honey-," mom starts but grandma stops her. "HOW DARE YOU LAY A HAND ON HER, I NEVER TAUGHT YOU TO BE LIKE THAT, YOU ARE A MONSTER JUST LIKE YOUR SISTER AND I DONT WANT YOU NEAR LILLY THESE THREE NEXT YEARS," she yells. I stay shocked I thought we were suppose to only stay two.....