Secrets

Chapter 57

Louis' POV

I love Allison so much. I honestly love the thought of starting a family with her. I mean I would do anything for her. I want her to be happy but I want a family with her. She seems scared about it. I mean I don't blame her. She is 17 but for some reason her age isn't bothering me. I mean some people at my age are already starting their families. I'm still young too. I mean I didn't really think about it till her doctor had her take a pregnancy test. I was so scared at first but now I like the thought of it. I feel like everyone else won't like this at all. I don't really care about what other people think. I only care about us. Our opinions about this should be the only ones that matter.

Allison's POV

I think Louis is a little crazy about what he's thinking. I mean I know he's 3 years older than me. Maybe it wouldn't be so bad if all this did happen. I think we should really wait till I graduate. We've only been together for a few months. Everything about our relationship has moved fast. I guess I should get used to it. The main thing I'm worried about is the fact I would be showing by the end of the school year if we did this all now. I mean either way I'm scared about all this but we should at least wait a little bit longer.

I was still in the hot tub with Louis. I'm just enjoying being in his arms. I really don't want to talk anymore about everything that he's brought up today. I want to enjoy some time with him. I pecked his lips, "Do you want to get out?"

"Not really."

"Well then you can't join me in the shower then."

He smirked, "Well you didn't say that before."

I pecked his lips, moving off of him. I got out of the hot tub and he was right behind me. He grabbed a towel, wrapping it around me. I walked inside then up to his bathroom. I turned on the water as I waited for Louis. I know we have things to talk about but I would rather do this right now. I set my towel on the counter when I felt Louis walk up behind me. I smiled as he wrapped his arms around my waist. He kissed my cheek, "You're so beautiful and sexy. I can't believe that you're with me."

I can't help but smile. I love hearing him say things like this to me. I turned around, wrapping my arms around him. I smirked, "I also think you're sexy as well.''

He chuckled, "Really now?"

Before I could answer he leaned down, kissing me. His lips were so soft against mine. He pulled away sooner than I wanted him to, "Let's get in the shower, love."

I reached down, pulling down his swimming trunks. He let them fall to the floor. He reached behind me, untying my bikini top. It fell to the floor as he moved down to my bottoms. He pulled them off, smirking into our kiss. I rolled my eyes, getting in. The water was warm against my skin. It felt nice like being out in the hot tub. I'm happy that he has that. It's really relaxing. It's nice being in the shower too. I let the water run down my body, letting get my hair wet. I heard Louis get in behind me. I'm surprised that he's not trying to wrap his arms around my waist like he usually does. I like when he does that even though I tell him not to so I can wash my hair. I finished getting my hair wet when he handed me the shampoo bottle. I felt him looking at me as I washed my hair. I know that he is without looking over at him. I don't mind it anymore. I'm used to it. It's weird knowing how comfortable I am around him now. I know I still blush about some things but I never thought I would be so comfortable around someone that I would take showers with them. 

When I finished washing my hair I moved and Louis got under the water. I couldn't help but look. I love looking at his tattoos for some reason. I think they're extremely sexy on him. I never thought I would even like tattoos on anyone. I mean I never thought that they were attractive before him. I noticed him look up at me, smirking. I grabbed his shampoo bottle, handing it to him. He went back to washing his hair. I noticed him look back up at me, smirking again. I kind of don't care that he knows that I'm staring at him. I mean I know he stares at me all the time. I think it's only fair that I do the same. I love looking at his little abs. I think they're sexy on him too. I mean not everyone knows that he has them. I like knowing that. I feel like it should stay that way. I don't want anyone else to see him the way that I do. I'm sure he feels the way about everyone with me. My thoughts were interrupted by him wrapping his arms around me as he kissed the top of my head, "Why do you keep staring at me, love?"