Secrets

Chapter 10

I'm happy that our date went well. I hope that things can stay this way. I'm sure if they do we'll end up together. I wouldn't mind that except for the fact that we would have to keep it all a secret. I know we even have to keep things a secret for now. Well everything we do pretty much has to remain a secret. I don't mind it right now. I hope that it doesn't bother me in the future. I know if we do get together we can finally be open with things when I graduate. That seems like a long time away but I know it's under a year. I'm sure it will all go by faster than I think. 

After our date he was texting me. I ended up staying up most of the night texting him. The couple days after the date I stayed after school, staying with him in his classroom for a bit. He was just as sweet to me then as he was during our date. I can't believe how much I'm really starting to like him. I've never felt like this before either. I kind of feel bad though since I haven't really seen much of Niall. When I try and talk to him about it in the mornings he always says it's fine and says how he's just happy that I'm happy. I don't want to just ignore him though. Maybe one day I can get Niall and Louis to hang out with me at the same time. I'm honestly not sure what either of them would think about that. I'm sure since they both want me to be happy they would get along for me. I just don't know how long that would last though. I feel like Niall is getting kind of tired of Louis having me stay after school pretty much everyday. I know he's used to going home with me everyday and we would just hang out. I know he wants to hang out pretty much everyday like we used to do. I kind of want to make everything up to him from this weekend. I kind of miss hanging out with him after school even though it's only been about a week. I'm going to figure out a way to hang out with him this weekend. I just want to make both of them happy. I don't want to be one of those girls who ignore their friends for guys.

Louis asked me out on another date for tonight. He said this time he'll pick me up from my house so I can dress up there instead of having to dress up then go to school. I'm happy I don't have to dress so nice to go to school. I don't have to get up as early now. I'll just have to make up for me not hanging out with Niall tomorrow. I mean unless he goes to a party tonight then I'll have to wait till tomorrow night. Every time he goes to a party he sleeps all the next day. I guess I'll just have to talk to him about it. I mean it can't hurt anything.

I got woke up to my mom knocking on my bedroom door like she always does. I groaned, "I'm awake."

I heard her walk in, "You're father and I are going out of town this weekend. We leave soon so we won't be back till Sunday night, maybe Monday."

"Okay."

"I'm going to leave you some money on the counter for food and whatever else you need."

I mumbled, "Alright."

"I'll see you Sunday."

She walked out of my room, closing the door behind her. I got out of bed and walked into my bathroom. I took a quick shower and left my hair natural. I put on a little make up before walking over to my closet. I grabbed one of my old soccer shirts and a pair of Nike shorts. I put that on before grabbing some flip flops. I slid them on my feet. I walked back over to bed and grabbed my phone and bag. Before walking downstairs. I didn't see anyone. I'm fine with that. I mean I usually don't see anyone down here in the morning anyway. I felt my phone vibrate. I know that it's Niall saying that he's here. I walked outside and got in his car. He smiled, "Good morning."

"Good morning."

"Are you staying after with Louis again today?"

I shook my head, "No, we have a date later tonight."

"Oh. I'll wait for you so I can drive you home then."

"Thank you."

He mumbled, "It's no problem."

"I've been feeling bad lately about spending so much time with Louis this week. I want to make it up to you."

He shook his head, "You know you don't have to do that. I understand that you want to spend time with him."

"I know but I want to."

He smiled a little, "When were you planning on doing this?"

"I was hoping tomorrow."

"Me and my parents are going out on our boat for the last time for summer. Do you want to come?"

"Yeah."

I usually go with Niall and his family on their boat all the time. It's always fun. At least I'm spending some time with Niall. I don't want to upset him since I have been spending a lot of time with Louis. I just need to learn how to split my time. Before I knew it we were already at school. He parked his car before we walked inside. Hopefully things go by fast today. I just want it to be tonight already.

The day went a little faster than I thought it would. Maybe it's because I'm happy that I'm going out with Louis tonight then hanging out with my best friend tomorrow. I hope Louis doesn't have anything planned for tomorrow. I don't want to tell him no. If I have to I hope he'll understand. I'm sure he would though. I mean I'm not sure why he would be upset about any of it. He hasn't brought anything up to me about tomorrow. I walked into my last class of the day and I saw Niall sitting there already like he always is. I sat down next to him as he asked, "Do you want me to wait outside for you? I know you're going to want to see Louis for a minute."

I nodded, "Thank you."

"I already told you it's no problem. You're my best friend I feel like I should do that."

Before I could say anything else the bell rang and Louis walked into the room. It's weird to have to call him Mr. Tomlinson during school. I don't really like it. I would rather call him Louis like I do when it's just the two of us. I noticed him look over at me and smile a little bit before he started teaching. I tried to pay attention but I caught myself just staring at him instead. Every time I look at him I still can't believe that he chose me. I feel so lucky that he did. There's so many other girls he could probably be with. When the bell rang everyone got up and walked out. Niall mumbled, "I'll be waiting outside."

Before I could say anything else he walked out. I got up as Louis closed the door. He smiled as he started walking towards me. He wrapped his arms around my waist, pulling me a little closer to him. He pecked my lips, "I can't wait to see you tonight."

I smiled, "That makes two of us."

He smiled, "You look so beautiful today."

I looked down, "I'm just wearing lazy clothes though."

"I know and you still look so beautiful in them. Everything you wear or do makes you beautiful."

I smiled and kept looking down. I know that I'm blushing. I know he loves doing that to me. It's not hard to do. I felt him put a finger under my chin and tilt my head up so that I'm looking at him. He pecked my lips again, "You blushing is even beautiful."

Before I could do anything he leaned down, kissing me. His lips were soft and gentle against mine like they always were since he first kissed me. I moved my arms up and wrapped them around his neck. I started messing with his hair. I don't know why but I always like messing with his hair when he kisses me. He pulled away before I wanted him to. He smiled, "I'll be seeing you soon, beautiful. I'll be there at 6."

I smiled, "I'll see you then."

He pecked my lips one last time before I pulled away. I walked out of his class and out of the building. I hope everything tonight goes good. I'm sure that it will. Especially with the way things have been lately. There's no reason for it not to.