Secrets

Chapter 6

I can't believe this is even happening. I know that it shouldn't be. I want it to though. For some reason it feels kind of right but I know that no one can find out. He would be in so much trouble. I honestly don't want that. I want him to stay my teacher even though I'm distracted most of the time. I felt him move one of his hands down to the bottom of my shirt. I should have known this would happen. I'm not like the other girls that would just go along with this. He started pulling my shirt up. I don't want anything to happen right now even though I kind of want it to but it can't happen. I don't want to be like those other girls around here. I know I'm still not ready. He was still pushing my shirt up when I pulled away from the kiss. I didn't want to but I don't want it going any further just yet. He looked a little confused, "What's wrong?"

"I'm not ready for that right now. I don't want to just hook up with anyone."

He smiled and looked down before looking back at me, "Is that what you think is going to happen?"

I nodded then he chuckled a little bit. I'm kind of surprised but I should have known something like this would happen. I looked down and started messing with my fingers like I normally do when I was to avoid looking at someone. I felt him put a finger my chin, tilting my head back up so that I'm looking at him. He smiled, "That's defiantly not what I was going to do with you. I asked you to stay after so that maybe you would admit that I distract you during my class. It's obvious that you're not going to admit that but I don't mind. I was kind of hoping that you would possibly go on a date with me."

I smiled and looked down. I honestly don't even know what to say. I never thought this would happen. I mean it shouldn't be but it is. I mean I don't get why he's choosing me out of all the girls he could have. He could pretty much have whoever he wants.  I should be happy about this though. He asked, "So what do you say about that date?"

I looked up smiling, "Well I'll just have to say yes."

I noticed him smile before he leaned down, kissing me again. I honestly can't believe this. I don't even know if I can tell Niall. I know he wouldn't tell anyone about it but I'm not even sure if Mr. Tomlinson would want me to. I don't even know his first name. How am I going to even find that out? He pulled away from the kiss, "Do I get have your number?"

I giggled, "Maybe."

He smirked, "I can make it a yes."

I looked at him kind of confused, but I'm not even sure what's going on. I'm sure that he knows that. It's kind of obvious. This is all moving so fast. He reached around and pulled my phone out of my back pocket. He stepped back and I guess he sent himself a text since I heard his phone vibrate. He smiled, handing it back to me, "I guess I'll be seeing you soon."

I smiled, "I guess you will."

He pecked my lips before I started walking towards the door. I feel kind of bad right now. I don't even know how long I've been in here. I'm sure Niall is wondering what is taking me so long. I don't want him to have to wait too much longer. Before I walked out of the door I realized that he never told me his first name. I turned around and saw him looking at me. I smiled and looked down, "I forgot to ask you something."

He chuckled, walking towards me, "What would your question be?"

I looked back up, "You never told me your first name. I'm sure you don't want me calling you Mr. Tomlinson on our date."

"That would be a little weird but my name is Louis. Now I expect you to call me that when we're outside of this classroom or alone in here."

I honestly can't believe this. I smiled and looked down. I guess this means that we're probably going on more than this one date. I'm not even sure what to think. I mean who knows what's going to happen. We could only have one date for all I know. I was about to walk out when he mumbled, "I'll text you later. Please answer."

I looked up at him. I don't even know why he would say that. Why wouldn't someone answer him? I smiled, "I would be stupid not to."

He smiled as I walked out. I feel horrible that I've been keeping Niall waiting. I honestly don't even know how long I've been in there. It's weird walking in the halls with no one else. I hope Niall is still waiting outside. I don't think he would just leave me. I walked out of the building and I noticed Niall's car still  waiting outside. I'm happy that he's my best friend. I feel like anyone else would have left after I was in there for what felt like awhile. I got in his car when he smiled. He started driving, "Why are you smiling? It seemed like he was about to yell at you."

I shook my head, "I'll tell you when we get to my house,"

I didn't think that I was still smiling. I can't help it though. I'm happy about what happened. I don't want Niall to be upset when I tell him about it. I know he won't tell anyone that's why I have to tell him. I have a feeling that he would help me see Louis just to make me happy. I mean he normally just wants me to be happy. I know I am now and I want to tell him why. I'm scared that Louis would get in trouble if anyone found out. I know Niall wouldn't say anything to anyone though. I know if anyone else found out, him and I would both be screwed. I'm sure he could tell some of his friends and they wouldn't do anything. I kind of don't get why Louis chose me out of all the girls though. He could probably have anyone. He could have picked another student. I don't think he would have done that though. He could have even chose another teacher. I should have known what was up with him when he asked me if Niall and I were dating and when I said no he smirked. I just can't believe I didn't think anything sooner. I guess Niall was right about him. 

Before I knew it we were back at my house. I know that Niall is going to ask about it again when we get inside. I don't want my parents to find out anything. They don't mind me dating but the fact that I'm going on a date with my teacher would freak them out. That would freak anyone out. God only knows what they would do if they found out. They would probably call the school and get him fired. I defiantly don't want that. 

We both walked inside before I walked into the kitchen. I heard Niall's footsteps right behind me. I grabbed something to drink out of the fridge, sitting down at the counter. He sat down next to me and asked, "Are you going to tell me what happened?"

I'm glad my parents aren't home. I know they won't be home for at least a couple more hours so I know I need to tell Niall now. I sighed, "You seriously can't even tell anyone. We would be in so much trouble."

He looks kind of confused, "You know I'm not going to tell anyone. I haven't said anything about what you've told me before."

I know he's right. I started messing with my fingers, "Well, when everyone left the classroom he closed the door and walked over towards me. Then he asked why I was getting distracted in his class. To make this shorter, he asked a few more questions and when I didn't answer he kissed me. So, basically after that he asked me on a date. Now he has my number since he took my phone out of my pocket and texted himself from it."

I'm kind of scared about Niall's response to this. Normally I'm not but for some reason this time I am. I've never done anything like this before. I've never really had to tell him anything like this either. I'm kind of scared to look up at him now. I don't even know what he's going to say about all this. I looked up at him and he looks kind of shocked. He hasn't said anything. I kind of want him to say something so I know how he feels about this. I don't think I've ever seen him stay this quiet. He's usually always saying something. I mumbled, "Please say something."

He shook his head, "I don't really know what to say about that right now. Are you sure that's what you want to do?"

Am I sure this is what I want to do? I think it is. I've had a crush on him since the first day. I couldn't stop thinking about him all weekend. Honestly when he kissed me it felt right. I haven't kissed very many guys but when he kissed me it felt right. I've never had the feeling before. I nodded, "Yeah. I mean if I didn't I would tell you that I didn't."

"I just want you to be happy."

"I know, but I think he can make me happy."

He shook his head, "What are two going to do?"

"I'm not sure. I know we can't tell anyone."

He chuckled, "Obviously. He would be in trouble for dating a student."

"I know."

I'm happy that he didn't react to this in a bad way. Maybe it's a good thing with the way things are going. Hopefully all this doesn't end bad and no one gets in trouble. I have feeling that no one will.