> One Shots Of Love ✌<

substitute | kongpob Φ arthit

Until I noticed how kongpob looks at his sisters with eyes full of longing, love, sadness and heartache. I know that look because i always look at my brother like that before when he would introduce me to his ex girlfriends. So i guess I'm good at hiding it now and handling my feelings.

I gasp out loud without me noticing. They frown while looking at me confusedly." what's wrong arthit?." my brother asked.

I shake my head fervently." nothing phi I just remember something." I answered awkwardly. Wow, are we really the same? Does he also have a thing for his sister? I thought I'm the only one who is sick in the head but I guess I'm not now.

My brother nodded in understanding." is it important?." he asked. I shake my head in response. I secretly peek a glance at the boy across of me who looks as if he's about to break down at any minute and when he finally couldn't bear to watch his sister and my brother looking sweetly to each other he stands up." what's wrong Kong?." his sister asked looking up to him." I'm going to the restroom." he replied without looking back at his sister.

I look at him as he walked towards the restroom. Is he okay? He must've been feeling shit right now. I look at the couple in our table who's still oblivious to what we are feeling and i groaned inwardly. Hmmm.. I'll just go to the restroom too." brother I'll be back." I said as I stood up. My brother just nodded his head. I rolled my eyes seriously why are we even here and tortured to watch this two shit?.

" are You okay?." I asked as I leaned on the restroom door's frame.

He flinched hard because he was startled he hastily snapped back his head At where am i.

I noticed his eyes were red so I asked him again " did you cry?." he looked shocked for a second and wear his composure again." no... Why would I Cry." he retorts sounding collected as he can.

I hummed." hmm because you can't bear to watch your sister with another Man." I said bluntly. He eyes widen." wha.. What the.." he said stammering and can't form a sentence.

I smirk." don't worry I wouldn't tell a soul. So how about we go and leave those two? What do you think." I suggest as I'm coming near him.

He looked at me cautiously and didn't answer. I smile." do you want to know a secret of mine tOo to be fair?." I said testing him. He raised an eyebrow." what is it?." he asked in a uninterested tone.

" I'm gay and I'm in love with my brother just like how you're in love with your sister." I said pointing at myself theN to him. His eyes widen in surprise and looked at me weirdly. So he's 100% straight. I chuckle." don't worry boy you're so not my type." I retort confidently." so? Let's go?." I added.

He still hesitated. I rolled my eyes and grab his hand and started walking. He gasped." hey what are you doing let go." he hisses. I looked back at him and raised an eyebrow." you're taking forever to decide." he's about to say something when I stop my step." ouch, why did you suddenly stop." he half whispered half yell.

I didn't answer him as I feel my heart being torn, where I'm standing I can see my brother and his girlfriend lovingly holding each other hands as my brother kiss it gently. the restroom and our table is not that far from each other maybe just 10 step or so that's why I can clearly see what's happening at our table.

Kongpob frowns and follows my gaze. I can feel him tighten his grip from my hand." do you still wanna stay here? Because I don't want too... I can't stay here anymore i thought I've gotten go at controlling my emotions. Guess not." I said in a cracking voice.

In my surprise he patted my head." come on let's leave." he replied as he walked ahead of me still holding my hand tightly. We stopped in front of our table where my brother and his sister are." phi arthit and I will be leaving first okay?." kongpob said forcing a smile.