His Angel Voice

Katniss- Chapter 25

(*Missy's P.O.V*)

Once we reach the hotel I decide that for once I shouldn't be lazy, and actually walk

"Hey Shawn, I think I'm gonna walk" I turn in his direction

"Ya sure? I mean it's really not a problem for me to push you" he asked

I shook my head, and laughed

"I'm fine Shawn I can walk"

He nods, and grabs my crutches from the second row. He walks around the car to my door. Just before he's able to open my door I push the lock down. His hand jerks the handle, his head turns to look at the door. His eyebrows furrow when he looks down at the door handle. He looks in the window, and I stick my tongue out at him. He rolls his eyes, and crosses his arms

"Password" I ask with while I cross my arms, and smirk

"This is my car" he fires back

"Nope" I smile up at him

He smiles, and exhales

"Please?" He try's again

"Correct" I pull the lock up

He opens the door, and pulls me into his arms. I laugh as he spins my around while holding me bridal style, I clutch his shirt as we spin. He finally let's go of my legs so that we're facing chest to chest. I look up into his eyes, and the memory of him, and Emilee flashes in my mind. A frown tugs on the sides of my lips. I push off him, and get my crutches, and head towards the entrance. I hear him grunt, and slam the door shut. I think he calls my name, but I'm already in the hotel

~Missy's room~

I want him so badly it almost hurts. I want to be able to call Shawn mine. I want him to love me, but he's got every girls eye, what would make me special? I want him to love me, but I don't want to be hurt

'Oh my freaking god! Missy shut your damn mouth! He doesn't like, he never will, and you have to deal with it! He gonna go off with a girl that is prettier than you, that is a better persons than you will ever be. What sucks the most is that you've gotta support him, like a good friend, even if it breaks you' I fire at myself

That realization hits me me like a truck. I run into the bathroom, and look at myself in the mirror. My eyes are red, my nose is running, and I'm shaking

'Breathe' a voice whispers to me

I put my hand over my mouth to stop the sound. I pull my hair out of my face into a ponytail. It takes me a few minutes to calm myself, but when I finally do I realize that I smell, and need a shower. I peel my hoodie that I got from the hospital off, and my comfy sweats. My shaky hand turns the water on. I pull my hair tie off, and let my light brown hair fall over my shoulders. I step into the shower, and let the water wet my entire body. I soak for a few minutes before washing my hair, and scrubbing my body. Once I've fully rinsed my body off I grab a tall, and step out into the cold air. Walking out of the bathroom I grab my bag. I dig though it for something I can wear down to Allison's room. Shawn finds his way into my head, and it tears me apart. After my little episode ends, I finally pick out a pink v-neck that has an orange eagle with the words A.Eagle written on it. I choose a pair of ripped up Jean shorts to go with it. After I get dress, I look at myself again. I look a little better, my face isn't as swollen, and I'm not shaking as badly. I grab a brush to comb my hair, then I put it into a braid on the side of my head

'Rocking the look Katniss' a voice laughs

I shake my head, and walk out. After I lock my door, I watch the floor as I make my way to the elevator. I look up when I hear the sound of keys jingling. I look up to see the last person I want to see