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sad story? idk

I was bored, so I decided to share this story.

20 years has passed since she was diagnosed with a slight autisme.

13 years ago, when she found out that she was slightly autistic, she thought she was suffering from a mental disorder.

But after she turned 21, she realized that she wasn't suffering that much.

Because all these years, she has been living as a normal person. She went to a regular school, because her mother did not registered her as 'OKU', as she is physically normal.

She was 3 when she was being diagnosed with autisme.

She was 10 when she found out about it.

She likes to talk with her own self, people see her like she is talking to someone, but no, she talks to no one but herself. She was just like other kids, having imaginary friends, then after she turned 10, she realized that her 'friends' doesn't exist, but she still pretended like they existed. So it eventually became a habit.

When she was in Form 1, her teacher asked her whether she had 'friends', and she had to answer 'yes' when at the time, she was just talking to herself out of habit. So she had to pretend again that she became too carried away with it.

She has another habit which bothers her a lot. It's her sudden urge to run. The main problem is when she's running in a small space like her house or worse, her workplace. She got lots of cuts and bruises because of the slips and the falls, not to mention how she always almost tripped her own feet.

It's dangerous to jump in the bathroom, when you were taking a shower.

September 10, 2018 was the last time she got a huge bruise on her right knee. Few hours before she and her family went to I-City. She was running and suddenly she slipped on a wet floor in her house.

She decided not to recover from her illness. She's doing well with her life anyway.

She didn't actually do well in school. She could do better if she wanted to. She was pretty smart for someone who doesn't study that much.

She thinks the reason why she looks younger than her real age is because of her autisme. But maybe...it's just that she acts like a kid, but her mind is normal. If you don't know her personally you wouldn't know that she has autisme. Her social skill is pretty average. The way she typed in a chat message was just ordinary as she wants to be more mature by typing without using shortforms (she used to type using shortforms, a weird one that when she reads her old Facebook statuses from 2010, it feels childish and immatured).

Something is off here. Who is this girl? How old is she now? What is she doing now?

Picture on media: that girl.

-to be continued-