Explanations And Guilt

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3rd Person POV

Panting heavily, the girl dashed into the hospital, the sound of several footsteps close behind her. Sweat beaded on her forehead, running into her eyes and making it harder for her to see. Vision hazy, the girl slipped and knocked her head against the cool tiles of the hospital walls. A roaring pain began pulsating on the side of her head as she hurridely stood, ignoring the shouts of worry and alarm from the people around her. She could hardly feel it, her worry so great that everything else was numb to her. Shaking her head, the dazed girl began sprinting towards her destination once more. She blindly looked for the room number, and would've passed it had not a hand clamp down on her wrist to stop her. The person dragged her into a room and the (h/c) haired girl felt tears prick her eyes as she gazed down at the still, lightly breathing form on the hospital bed. Several needles were inside of the person's arms, a breathing mask attached to their face. Eyebrows srunched up at bit, the figure looked as though they were in pain and couldn't find a way to escape it. A gasping sob sounded in the room as the girl collapsed to her knees, crying her heart out. The only sounds were those of the heart monitor and the wails of a broken ________. A young man stood behind the weeping girl, a sorrowful and pained expression on his face. A shuddering breath left his lips as he raked a hand through his blonde hair. Unable to take hearing _______'s cries anymore, he hurriedly left the room. Once he was in the hallway, he let out a pained  shout and punched the wall repeatedly. He was stupid....So stupid.....! It was all his fault.....! Another male grabbed his friend's shoulders and shook him.

"Yah! Chill out!.......chill out....." The blonde slowly shook his head as he stared at his dirty blonde haired friend.  A tear fell down his cheek and he have a small chuckle.

"Its my fault, Namjoon......All my.....I'm the reason she's in here....." Namjoon furrowed his eyebrows I'm confusion.

"What are you talking about? Come on, Jackson. Stop playing around." Jackson's gaze sharpened. He glowered at his friend and pushed Namjoon off of him. 

"Does it look like I'm playing around....? I am seriously the whole reason  she's in here.....! If Serenity hadn't taken that bullet for me, she would've.....!" Namjoon's eyes widened and he gaped at Jackson in surprise.

"What.....W-Why would she.....What happened.....?" Breaking eye contact with his concerned friend, Jackson sighed and looked down at his bruising hand. Closing his eyes, he sighed once more before telling what had happened.


Flashback

Jackson hummed as he listened to the music blasting from his earbuds. Walking down the street, he subconsciously noticed his deserted thus particular street was. Shrugging it off, he continued walking, only to atop dead in his tracks, eyes growing wide with shock. In front of him stood man dressed fully in black, a sneer apparent on his rough looking face. I'm his hand and pointed at Jackson was a sleek, black pistol, glinting a bit in the setting sun. The man smirked and tilted his head a bit.

"A pretty boy, huh? Well, all you idols look the same anyway...Sorry bout this, kid but, orders were clear. Boss won't be too happy if I don't make this quick...." Time slowed and just as the man pulled the trigger, Jackson was instantly pushed out of the way. An ear piercing scream rang out, followed by whimpers of pain. The sound of police sirens were heard from far away. The man cursed under his breath and glared at Jackson, before jumping over a fence and out of site. Shaking his head, Jackson rushed over to the girl who pushed him. The blood drained from his face as he watched a pool of crimson pouring from the hole in her stomach. Except, it wasn't her wound which frightened him. It was her face.... His lips trembled as he breathed his friend's name.

".......Serenity..........." 

Flashback End

Namjoon huffed and shook his head. Musing over what he was told, he raised an eyebrow at the distraught boy.

"I see.....But, why do you look like you're guilty?"

"Its because I am! Its my fault and......now......_________ probably won't ever speak to me again....." Rolling his eyes, Namjoon dragged Jackson into the room and ignored his pleas.

"Oh, shut up. She'll understand. It was Serenity's choice.....She must've known what would happen and saves you for a reason.....Besides. She's gonna live through this...... She has to....." As the two walked back inside, the sudden rapid beating of the heart monitor startled eveyone. _________ rushed over to Serenity's side, panic causing her to take action immediately. Pressing the call button on her  bed, she began to hyperventilate. Several doctors flooded the room and pushed everyone out of the room. ___________ cried and laid her head.on Yoongi's chest, sobbing her heart out. Yoongi breathed out slowly and placed a hand on the weeping girl's head.

"Its gonna be okay, heodang.....it'll be okay......"

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