Fear made my blood run cold and I looked at Jungmin with new eyes. He wasn't the Kim Jungmin I knew growing up.....A low chuckle filled the silence and the sound of his shoes clicking against the marble floors made me walk back in terror. He came closer and I kept scooting back until the cold of the wall on my back stopped me from moving away any farther. A sigh escaped his lips as he came to stand directly in front of me, his body a little too close to my own than I would have liked. Gazing into his eyes, I saw the bright glow of madness in them and shivered. He brought up a hand and tangled his fingers in my hair, the other coming up to cup my face. He stared down at me before speaking, his voice holding fake concern.
"What's wrong, Noona~? Why're you shaking~?" I gulped and tried to look away from his non blinking gaze. He wouldn't let me, however. His grip in my hair tightened a bit and he gave me a smirk.
"Noona~", he whispered, his breath fanning my face. "________-Noona~.....Please don't be afraid of me~." I furrowed my eyebrows, unable to understand exactly what went wrong with his mind for him to.........Taking a deep breath, I spoke slowly.
"Tell me.....Why do you have that......room full of pictures with only....only me in them.....?" A wide grin stretched across his face, the hand in my hair softly massaging my scalp.
"What else could I have done~? Waiting for you was agonizing~. I was so angry that I couldn't be with you back then~. But, every time I got upset about the distance between us, I remembered the promise you made me~. That we'd never be apart~. Do you remember, ________-Noona ~? The promise~?" I just stared at him in confusion, my eyebrows raised in helplessness. What was he talking about? What promise?! His eyes grew cloudy and dull, a faraway glaze coating them. His grin dimmed to a tiny smile as he spoke softly.
"You promised me, Noona....You promised to never part from me and, that if we ever got separated, we'd find each other once again and become become one.....that we'd be together until we die......" I gasped and slowly shook my head. Not once had I ever uttered that. I did tell him that, of we got separated, we would indeed find each other again but.....I never promised to be with him....... I placed a hand on his chest, causing him to shake out of his so called memory and he focused on me.
"Jungmin......I-I never said that we'd.......we'd be together......" His smile faded and a dark shadow loomed over his features, his grip in my hair tightening even more. I winced as a bit of pain flared from my scalp. Jungmin clenched his jaw and spoke a bit more firmly.
"You did. You promised me. You said we'd be together. Don't lie." Biting my lip, I shook my head, a gasp escaping my mouth as he yanked at my air a bit. This time, his voice began to rise, a fury behind his words.
"Yes you did! You did! Stop lying!" Glancing up at him in fear, I shook my head and cried out as he began shaking my head back and forth with the hand holding my hair.
"I promise you, I never did!"
"YOU DID!!! YOU DID!!! YOU PROMISED ME!!! STOP LYING TO ME!!!" Tears pricked at the corners of my eyes from the pain in my scalp and I decided not to aggravate him anymore. He'd do something truly terrifying if I continued to tell him the truth. His face softened as he looked into my eyes, pain and shock evident in his own.
"N-Noona......_________-Noona......I'm sorry.....I...I don't like hurting you....I would never hurt you...Noona, I really really love you.....Don't hate me.....!" Jungmin's arms were suddenly wrapped around my waist as he pulled me close and buried his face in my neck, a sob wracking his while body. His words became muffled and I stood there, unsure of exactly what I should do.
"Please don't hate me, Noona! I'll buy you anything you want! Anything you want me to do, I can do it! I'll buy you all the clothes and games and shoes you want.....I'll even get rid of your enemies for you......! Just, don't hate me!" Something inside me ached to help him yet, fear was also twisting my insides, keeping me a bit wary of him. I hesitantly wrapped my arms around his back and his head shot up instantly. A wide, happy grin appeared on his face and he gazed down at me, his eyes twinkling with a sick and disturbing happiness. I gave him a trembling smile and swallowed down the fear for now. I had to get out of this situation so, I needed to refrain from being scared for now....He hummed happily and placed cold, rough lips on my forehead. I bit my lip and closed my eyes.
"I'm so happy.......You're finally mine, ________-Noona ~......I'm never letting you leave here, ya know....." With wide eyes, I glanced up at him in shock. I hurriedly shook my head and pushed him away, making to run from him.
"No! I'm not staying!" A snap was loudly heard and one of the beefy men came to block my exit. I turned to see Jungmin staring at me blankly, eyes cold and merciless. Striding over towards me, he pushed me against the wall roughly and slammed his hand on the wall right beside my head. I swear I saw a tint of red in his eyes as he leaned down to glare daggers at me, scowling angrily. His voice was harsh and spewing with venom.
"Try doing that again and I'll break your legs so you can't move an inch...." Fear gripped my heart and, before I could say a word, his icy lips smashed down against my own. I gasped, something I shouldn't have done....He must've taken it as a sign that I approved because, the next thing u knew, his tongue was exploring my mouth. Tears rolled down my cheeks as I began to beat at his chest. I didn't want this.....! I didn't want this......! Jungmin growled and pulled away from me, yanking my hands from his chest. Glowering down at me, he snarled.
"Why do you deny me?!" A choked sob rattled in my chest as I stared down at my trapped hands. His own began trembling and I looked up at him to see his eyes becoming glassy.
"It's him, isn't it.....? You've grown an attraction for him........That idol is stealing your heart from me......Me!.......I'll kill them. I'll kill them all if you don't become mine......!" I gaped at him and shook my head. He wouldn't....
"You wouldn't......"
"Oh I would. I have that type of power and I can make sure that no one finds out about their deaths. All 14 of them will die and I'll make sure it's completely agonizing~. You'll never see him again, ________-Noona~......You'll be all mine~......!" A cackle of complete insanity came from his lips and he grinned maniacally as he held up a hand to his henchman. My eyes widened and more tears spilled from my eyes. He was realty going to kill them....! No......no, no, no......I can't let them get involved.....!
"Wait! I'll be yours!" His hand stilled and he tilted his head, a smirk of satisfaction curling his lips.
"I'm sorry.....what was that, my precious ________-Noona~?" I couldn't help but sob, hanging my head down.
"I'll be yours.....Jungmin....." I whispered, hearing as he drew closer towards me. A hand under my chin caused me to lift my face up towards him. A smile lit up his face and his cloudy eyes glittered with happiness.
"Very good~." He pressed his lips against my cheeks, his tongue coming to lap at my tears. I flinched in disgust and bit my lip to refrain from sobbing even more. Jungmin groaned and hummed happily.
"Even your tears taste sweet, Noona~." I sighed and lightly pushed against his chest. His eyes looked livid and angry for a minute but, I hurriedly explained myself.
"Please.....allow me some time to....to explain my leave to them all and have time to.....spend with them......Please.....?" Jungmin grimaced and huffed.
"in actuality, you want to spend more time with him..........right?" I bit my lip and refused to answer. He sighed and pressed a palm against his temple.
"Fine. You get one month, Noona~. Make it count~. Once time is up......I'll never allow another man to come near you again~." I nodded and moved to leave when, he leaned down to whisper once more in my ear. My blood ran ice cold at his words.
"Don't even think of telling any of them~. You do and I'll snatch you up and kill them all~. Do I make myself clear~?"
