Maybe We'll Make It After All {Sequel to What If? ~ Louis Tomlinson Fan Fic}

Chapter 28 - The Only Reason

"I wanted to make sure that you were serious about your dream of becoming a band and I tried to attach some strings too this night. I asked a bunch if record producers to come and watch you guys. A bunch of them told me that they liked you guys a lot."

We all cheered and bro hugged,

"I've got to get going but I'll see you guys soon? Alright?"

They all nodded their heads, I grabbed Roxy by her arm and she looked a little taken back but she came closer to me.

"I would like to see you again. Can we meet up tomorrow?"

I asked her hopefully, she smiled and nodded her head as she walked away from us, never letting that smile fade away.

"Looks like our little Michael's in love!"

Calum said as Ashton formed a heart with his fingers and Luke made giddy eyes.

"Fuck you guys! I don't love her. We just met yesterday again since two years."

I harshly spat at them, okay I know I'm being a little hard about this but I can't say I love someone until they've been in my life for a while. And also if I really mean it.

I noticed all of the guys packing their things up and storing it in the back. I sighed as I helped everybody too. Since I'm in the band also.

We all said our goodbyes and went our separate ways that night, I was left with my thoughts of Roxy. Why was she stuck in my head?

-Roxy's POV-

I made a poor excuse that I had to go because of one thing and one thing only. I wanted to go home and call Sage because I actually agree with her now that Michael may not be somebody I should let back in to my life. He's a great friend and all but he just wouldn't understand what I'm going through.

I sighed as I walked down the streets as it started raining. Fuck!!! I forgot to bring an umbrella! Anyways. That song was amazing. I didn't know his band sounded like that?! I seriously loved it! I didn't want to tell the boys, but I got them signed with Wayde and all I need them to do is work on a song with me so I can record them and show Wayde that they can do this! They can make it in the music business.

I huffed as I realized it's fall and it's raining and it's fucking cold. I swear I felt like someone was following me but I just was too cold to be bothered.

Gosh, there's just something about that song that's stays stuck in my mind.

"Don't talk

Let me think it over

How we gonna fix this?

How we gonna undo all of the pain?

Tell me, is it even worth it?

Looking for a straight line

Taking back the time we can't replace"

Michaels part was stuck in my head, and of course the chorus. It's a catchy song!

Michael looked at me through the whole song. He couldn't get his eyes off of me and for some odd reason. I keep thinking that somehow that song was about me... Leaving him without any goodbye. SHUT UP ROXY! NOT EVERYTHING IS ABOUT YOU!

A voice in my head reminded me,

I sighed and made it to a bus stop as I sat there and finally let some tears out. Yes I may look and act like I'm fine. But deep down, I'm not! I can't stop thinking about Kendall and how much I thought I could get over Louis with him. Maybe I'll never get over Louis?

STOP IT! It's just a stupid break up!

I took out my razor, knowing that no one was around at the time. And took a harmless cut of my right wrist. I groaned in pain as I felt the blood come out of me. I bit my bottom lip trying to suppress the urge of crying out of pain.

"Roxy what are you doing?"

A voice surprised me as I threw the razor out of my hand.

"Ashton?"

I asked through tears as I saw him looking at me, hurt and dissapointment written all over his face.

"Roxy? Why are you cutting yourself?"

Ash asked me as he sat down next to me,

"I- I don't want to say. Just leave me alone Ashton."

I pleaded as I got up to leave but I was forced back down,

"Please Roxy. It's just me. You can tell me anything. We're friends after all?"

I couldn't hold anything in anymore. I broke down in Ashton's arms as he held me tight to his chest. I wrapped my legs around his torso as he let me let everything out. I noticed I got blood on his white shirt and instantly let go of him.

"Oh my god Ashton! I'm so sorry?"

I cried out as he wiped one of my tears with his thumb.

"It doesn't matter. Come on, let's get you home. You have to explain everything to me or I'll have to tell someone. Let me be that someone who saves you from this. It will be our secret until I can save you from it? Ok?"

I nodded as he picked me up and carried me home.

Sooooooooo!!!! What did you think? Are you surprised that Ashton was the one to find her cutting and not Michael since I keep making him the main character that talks about her in the latest chapters? Comment and vote please! I need opinions for what you think is going to happen? Stay strong lovelies xx.