Maybe We'll Make It After All {Sequel to What If? ~ Louis Tomlinson Fan Fic}

Chapter 26 - Last Goodbye

My eyes opened wide at him questioning my feelings for him,

"Right now, I wish it was but it's not. I can never stop thinking about you. So don't you dare accuse me of lying about my feelings for you-"

As soon as I finished he grabbed me and our lips collided once again, I wanted this, I needed this, but I can't have this.

I pulled him off of me as he looked at me with red eyes as tears dripped from them,

"Please don't do this Roxy."

I sighed,

"I'm sorry Louis."

I said as I started to walk away, I kept looking forward and not turning to see face him because I already know that he's as torn up as I am right now. Maybe I should've took him back. My head knows that's the wrong way to think but my heart can't stop beating for him. I feel like I have the weight of the world on my shoulders.

"MAYBE WE COULD'VE MADE IT AFTER ALL?"

He screamed after me as I started to walk faster away from him and saw all of the girls and guys packing up. I ran to my car and got in quickly without anyone noticing. I turned the ignition on as I drove as fast as I could home. The tears wouldn't stop falling and I couldn't take it anymore. My life has been completely destroyed in front of my owneyes. What have I done to deserve this? How stupid could I really be to be doing this to myself? Why am I such a mess?

- Louis POV-

I was completely surprised that Roxy said her 'last goodbye' to me... Is it wrong that I'm thinking when she said her last goodbye she actually indirectly was sending me a message telling me that she was going to die somehow? No it can't be. Gosh your weird Louis.... But those scars on her wrists got even worst. There was new bleeding ones when she came to say goodbye to us two days ago.

I took a deep breathe trying to calm myself down. I looked beside me to see Eleanor sleeping like an Angel. She's never been this way before and I like that she has changed for the better. I then heard a yawn from Eleanor as she stretched.

"Like what you see?"

She interrupted my thoughts,

"I-I"

"It's okay Louis. Gosh, you were just staring at me for ten minutes but that's totally normal for me."

She sarcastically stated as she got up and went to the bathroom. I smiled as I plopped back down.

- Perrie's POV-

I went to go see Demi right away when I heard that Roxy got fired at Syco records. How could Simon do that to her? Demi was getting her make up done on her tour bus as she smiled when she saw me.

"Hey Pezza. What can I do for you?"

She greeted as I flashed her a smile,

"Roxy got fired from Syco records. She needs to get her job back or I don't know what she will do!"

I said as I sat down and her make-up artist started to do my make-up.

"There's no problem at all. I'll give her a call later because I know this recording studio that needs new artists. She will be fine Perrie. Don't worry."

Demi patted my hand attempting to calm me down, I was so anxious about our first show tonight with her that I was going a little bit crazy.

"Don't be worried about anything. Just go and talk things out with the girls about the show tonight. Be excited Perrie!"

Demi said as she got up and was rushed into another room. I got up after my make-up was done as I looked in the mirror and was happy with the outcome. I had a gray smokey eye with eye liner and both top and bottom eye lid and fake lashes and mascara. I was buzzing as I went to go see the girls to talk things out with them.

-Roxy's POV-

So since I've been fired, I decided that I should sing my song I made at the bar tonight. That is the only thing in my life that doesn't make me upset. Singing makes me who I am and I'm willing to do whatever it takes to just get out of this mess I am in.

I got up on stage as I noticed it was really dark. I went infront of the microphone as the music started up as I got into my mode of shut everyone out and start singing mode!!!

I kept my breathing in take as I did my usual routine of starting off the song slowly and patiently and then breaking loose at the end of it all.

I got a lot of claps and I noticed cameras were being taken out. I know I didn't mention this but Demi payed my boss $1,000 to allow video cameras in here. I'm so happy she did that so the world can now see my talent instead of me working as a singer at this bar.

I sat on a bar stool as I rested my head while my hand was holding it up.

I looked to see the bartender turn around and ask me what I wanted to order, I took in his image for a second...

"You look familiar.."

I blurted my thoughts out loud as he looked a little shooken as I looked at his name tag.

Dun DUN Dunn!!! Drama is overheating on here? Who looked so familiar to her? And what's gonna happen! Please vote and comment. I would love to hear your thoughts on this! Stay strong lovelies xx