Inked

Chapter 26

Previously on Inked

"I slept with this guy I met a while ago and I don't know what I will tell Harry but than it's not like we are a couple or anything he only wants to be alone with me never in public and when we do go somewhere it's way outside of town"

"It's okay honey everything will work it's self out there has to be a reasonable explanation why you slept with him it's not like you have feelings for him unless you do"

"No no I don't think so"

"Than if Harry really like you he will understand. Harry maybe dose not want to make it official because he's scared things will go wrong or he won't be able to break old habits. talk thing out we will leave and give you two some space time to go look at venues yay" he says sarcastically and rolls his eyes I can't help but laugh maybe he's not so bad after all

"Thank Dylan have fun"

I walk into the house not ready for what's about to happen!

I open my door Harry is facing the window with his back facing me

"Harry" I call his name but nothing he stays staring at the nothingness of outside

"Harry please talk to me or at least look at me" he turns to face me his eyes are bloodshot red he has bags under his eyes from lack of sleep his form brings tears to my eyes threatening to spill any moment now. I can't face him I just want to run away and not have to face reality the guilt just takes over my entire body. I don't know what to say anymore he can't know he just can't. my phone rings in my purse his hands move quickly to find it please let it be anyone but Ed Harry picks up the phone and a pale white color rises in his face.

"Hello.... no......Mail it to her than...leave her alone she's mine" I couldn't make out any sense of what just happened Harry tosses my pone to the wall thankfully not crushing in to a million pieces he stares at the floor briefly before looking up at me

"I can't even believe you... you.... You slept with a guy whom you don't even know and you can't even give me a blôw jòb" my hand goes right to his check his hand grabs his face my face is in pure and utter shock from what I just did the veins in his neck pop out my anger rises by his last comment

"Why the fùck do you even care if we aren't even together and you sleep with anything that walks i never give you shít about all the hòes you've slept with but no I sleep with one guy whom I do know by the way and you some how can't seem to deal with it and let it go" I take a deep breath and continue "you can't even commit so why the fùck should I be faithful what's all this shït about she's mine no nigga let me remind you if it's not clear enough if you can't seem to say six words hell even two I can fùcken sleep and see who ever I want just like you have been doing but you know what maybe I don't want you to say those words because you'll be to ashamed to hold my hand in public or even take me some where public in town"

" you wouldn't understand it's so complicated I just can't do that kind of commitment it's hard enough already to have to not be able to call you mine but I just can't"

"Than I guess I'll never be yours" I whisper and look away tears brimming at my eyelids

"Yea I guess so" and that was it he just walked away and closed the door I bent down to the ground no longer being able to hold in my tears they just came streaming down and unstoppable wave.

A/N

I am soooo sorry for the long wait I hope I made it worth it. life's been a struggle hours of homework everyday plus other things in my life I'll try to update more I promise. As always

~much love,

Izeth <3