no strings attached

1k update 😁 .

"why are you lying to me" I said "stop fucking blowing shit out of proportion I said I'm fine chill on me my nigga" he said mugging me .

"I'm sorry I didn't mean too...." I said "you straight ivy I'm sorry I ain't mean to yell at you but you know how I feel about you shit just hurt me when u said u miss kentrell I can't even compete with that" he said .

"don't say that Boomer I love you too just as a friend" I said looking down he put his phone down and looked at me with the meanest mug ever "but you fucked me YOU FUCKED ME IVY AND YOU LIKE ME AS A FRIEND" he said getting up from the bed yelling at me .

"I regret that.." I said "oh you regret thank you for wasting my time I don't even know why I came here" he said grabbing his phone than walking out the door .

I sighed and put my hands on my face and slid them down .

I never can get a break can I .

I can't keep doing this to myself .

I should try to atleast text him and apologize .

the truth is I didn't regret what we did but I know I did what I did because kentrell lied to me about having a girl .

I did what I did to make him jealous .

but I was starting to catch feelings for Boomer just not as much feelings as I had for Kentrell and when kentrell I seen kentrell that day more feelings developed .

I decided to get my phone and text Boomer .

Me - Boomer I'm sorry for what I said I don't regret what we did I was just saying stuff I didn't mean it though I'm really sorry  .

Big B ❤️ - it's ok you straight .

Me - really you forgive me alr I really am sorry and I'm not just saying this can you come back ??

Big B ❤️ - I know but nah the main reason I came over there was to tell you I'm taking a trip to cali and I might not come back .

Me - wait what do you mean ??
Me - so your not coming to see me before you leave ??

Big B ❤️ - I'm flying out tomorrow morning ivy so I technically did see you before I leave and I'm not even the person you wanted to see so call kentrell 🤣 .

Me - I thought you forgave me ...

Big B ❤️ - and I thought my name was Boomer and not Kentrell .

Me - but Boomer I didn't mean to call u him I just thought that bc me and kentrell argued the day before that he was coming back to talk to me about it so we could fix things .

Big B ❤️ - ivy what you fail to realize is I don't give a fuck you steady saying you feeling a nigga and fucking on a nigga but gone tell him you only love him as a friend and not only as a friend but you regret everything you did with me and I was feeling you and I still am but now I feel a different way towards you ivy and that shit yo fault .