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Awu

Hello.

It's okay. Atleast hindi nasayang tinta ko. May nagbabasa pala sa mga sulat ko. Siguro, iniisip mo na ang drama drama ng buhay ko. Hehe. Hindi ako nakasulat kasi something came up. Pero thank you. I feel appreciated kasi you wrote back. Kahit na hindi naman kailangan. Akala ko si Alex na. Sorry.

- elijah

Bakit lagi kang nagpapasorry? Okay lang. Wala rin akong nakakausap dito. Masyado akong naapektuhan sa nangyari sa inyo ni Alex. Can you still write as if I'm Alex? I want to receive those kind of letters again. If it's just okay to you...

- awu

Wag na...Weird lang if I'll call you Alex. Awu? Nice name.

- elijah

Allysa Wurren. Wurren is my second name. Ang iba kasi, iniisip nilang surname ko. But you can call me Alex if you want. You can still write to me as if you're writing to your Alex.

- awu

Hahaha kulit kulit. Actually, I didn't expect that someone will actually reply to me. Kasi matagal-tagal na rin akong sumusulat. And I don't own Alex. So erase that "Your Alex"

- elijah

So how is Pali? How old is he? And...kailan mo huling nakita si Alex? Last year? Last last year? Last ten years? And why did you cut your hair? Not even cut. Nagpakalbo ka. Bakit? Nagmu-move on ka?

- awu

What?????? Okay. Pali is six years old. Okay naman siya. Pero parang nagtatampo yata sa akin kasi hindi ko na nilalakad ulit. But last night, he slept beside me. Binantayan niya siguro ako. Aso siya na nakita namin ni Alex sa daan, pakalat kalat. Ako lang pala nakakita kasi bulag si Alex hehe. Six years ago din the last time I saw Alex. I was just fifteen then. And why my hair was cut? Kailangan.

- elijah

Dapat alagaan mo siya lagi. Para kapag nagkita na ulit kayo ni Alex, nandyan pa rin siya. Baka magkita na kayo ni Alex. Nararamdaman ko.

- awu

Sana. Sana. Sana magkita nga kaming muli. I hope, soon. I hope. Kasi baka kapag tumagal pa, baka impossible ng mangyari. Wait. Isnt't weird na sumusulat tayo sa isa't isa? We barely know each other. But...but i'm not complaining. Masaya rin sa pakiramdam na may sumusulat pabalik sa akin.

- elijah

It feels good din na may nakakausap ako. These past few weeks, Mama at Daddy ko lang nakakausap ko. And you. You should go here sometime. Baka kapag pumasok ka sa bahay, baka maalala mo man lang si Alex. You're welcome here everytime. And I think, I'm sitting right now sa bench kung saan mo siya nakita. Sa harap ng bahay? Yung kahoy?

- awu

Yeah...diyan ko siya nakita. Thank you. Pero parang hindi na rin ako makaka byahe. I feel weak already. Hehe. I'm sitting right now on the bench again here in the garden. I see children playing. I see birds flying and Pali is actually barking at them while I'm writing this. I'd also love to see the sunset today.

- elijah