Why? (Sequel to if only)

Part 3

Becas pov
I'm doing my last week of gigs,I'm heading back to where I live,it's one of the biggest concerts yet and I'm waiting for a sound check.im in my waiting room currently talking with Isaac through face time,apparently he's in the car going to the park with Chloe,we talk about how he's getting on at school and stuff,I can't believe that I missed his first couple of days of secondary school.we carried on talking until I get called for a sound check "come on beca" I whisper to myself before I start singing the first few lines of my first song in the album,I was about half way through that song when they said that it was all good and I could go and get ready,I head back towards my dressing room when I noticed the door open,I left it closed but someone must've opened it trying to find me or something,I pull out my phone and walk into my dressing room,without looking up I sit on my couch with my hands in my knees looking at my phone,I decided that I'd call Chloe,it took awhile before it started ringing but when it did I heard titanium,I was confused,that's Chloe's ring tone but I could here it,I stand up and that's when I notice a pair of feet opposite mine "hey baby" she said which caused my head to shoot up and give her a kiss while wrapping my arms around her "I missed you so much" I said in between kisses "I missed you to" she said as she sat down in the couch "beca-" she was about to say something but there was a knock at the door and in came the make up team preparing me for my show,I mouthed to her I'll talk later and she nodded,but she looked really guilty.

After the show I treated Isaac and her for dinner,I thought it was long over due.during dinner Isaac was asking me all sorts of questions like did I get to see lots of land marks when I was away,truth is Yh I did but from a distance,I was just answering questions with ease untill he got to one particular question I was hoping wouldn't come so soon, "mummy what does that tattoo mean?" He said reaching across the table to point at my wrist at the pair of headphones,I sighed I didn't want to tell him what happened with my parents not yet he's too young. "Just because I love music buddy" I said looking over to Chloe but she wasn't looking at me or Isaac she wasn't looking at anything only her lap.i seen her a quick text asking if she's ok but she didn't look at her phone she just kept looking at her lap,I stood up "buddy me and Chloe are just going to have a talk we'll be back I a minute" I said kissing he's head,Chloe didn't move to I gently pulled her outside by her wrist. Once we were outside she looked at her feet "Chloe baby what's wrong" I said putting my fingers under her chin Leif ting up her head to look at me "Chloe what's-" I was about to ask again but tears started falling "I....I" she tried to get a sentence out but chocked in a sob "Chloe" I pleaded "I....I cheated..." she said while sobbing into my shoulder,I tensed up and froze hearing those words 'I cheated' bounced around in my head that I didn't even notice that Chloe had released herself from me and I was still in the Same position, "beca?" She said nearly above a whisper "I'm so sorry I never meant to do t but it....it... I was drunk...I didn't mean to....it meant nothing...I can't live...without you" She stuttered but I didn't care if she was drunk I didn't care if it doesn't mean anything to her I just don't care anymore "when" I said short and sharp no emotion "what?" She asked "when!" I said slightly louder "3 weeks ago" she said while wiping her eyes "where was Isaac?" I asked more concerned about Issac knowing "he spent the night with Stacie, I went out with Aubrey and no he doesn't know" she said while fidgeting in her spot "good and it's going to stay that way" I said walking past her into the restaurant .i walked in and got Isaac,I walked past her not caring if Isaac saw her crying on her knees "mum what about Chloe" I didn't answer,I called a cab to take us home to pack.

Me: come and pick up Chloe she's outside (insert restaurant name) she can tell you what happened

Aubrey:Beca? What happened? Is she ok?

Me:i dont know and I don't care,I'm going away with Isaac you can't and won't stop me.ill see you if I come back,goodbye Aubrey I love you

Aubrey:Beca! Your scaring me ! Leaving where you going?