Always and Forever Little LJ 💌

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Peter looks at me like he as seen a ghost, but I continue kissing him. Then he gets up completely. "Wait Lara Jean. Are you sure. Because if you for only doing this for me we can wait longer Covey. I don't mind. I want you to feel comfortable." He says breathless. "Not everything is about you Peter. I'm ready. I want too."
Between kisses he keeps asking if I'm sure. Which only reassures me. I am so blessed to have Peter in my life. I take of my shirt off and I don't even feel cautious about my boobs since I'm smaller than Gen. I'm just lost in the moment. I start kissing Peter on his mouth, down his neck and then back up again. He throws his head back, I know he likes when I kiss his neck. It's his weak spot. I put my hands through his hair. Then I give his ear a soft nibble,and immediately after he flips me over and I let out a giggle."Covey,are you sure your ready. I can wait. I'm in no rush." He says half assed.
"Peter. I'm ready. It's always been you. Always and Forever." Then he gives me a soft kiss on the lips and then we nose kiss. "I love you Lara Jean."
"I love you Peter K."
He takes off his shirt in between kisses. Then he kisses my neck, then all the way down to my pants. Then looks at me again and I nod. In a matter of seconds Peter undresses me and he is about to go in. "Wait one minute",I say nervously. Peter is about to move but I signals him to stay. He nods his head. I take a deep breath. This is it Lara Jean, your last moments being a virgin. "Okay." I whisper. I put my arms around his neck and Peter enters a finger in me slowly. My eyes pierce open and I squeeze my arms tighter around his neck. He does it slowly, with a steady rhythm. It feels so good, I could get lost in this feeling. I let out a moan, and Peter starts to go down on me. He begins to suck on my lips, and he is doing a pretty damn good job. "Oh my God!" I scream, which makes me shudder and shake. I caress Peters hair and I guide him back over me and start to kiss his lips, with a hunger I never had. "Peter, I want you inside me." I moan. I slide my legs on top of his so the only that separates us from his hard, long length is his boxers and my panties. Without hesitation Peter gets in position and enters in me slowly.I arch my back with pleasure as he pounds his shaft between my legs. I hear a soft moan escape Peters lips,which is so sexy and is turning me on more.He pins me down with only one arm,and pounds me slowly, and I can feel every inch of his shaft going in and out of me. "Is this okay?" He says without losing his rhythm and with lust in his eyes. "It's perfect. Oh my God Peter!" I say while biting in his shoulder so I don't moan any louder. He leans over and we kiss hungrily and passionately. Margot and I have similar experiences. Ours hurt and the beginning, and we are happy about who are first were with. They only difference is that Peter and I are not tapping out anytime soon. "Shit. Shit. Shit. Go faster Peter." I say in my seductive voice. As Peter pounds his hips in between my legs,giving us both a sensation that is so satisfying. He lets out another moan. "Fuck!" "Peter, I think I'm going to cum!" I say embarrassed. Peter nods his head and begins to pound me harder and fulling me up all the way to the brim. Then a wave of satisfaction and lust overflow over me. Then my body starts to pulse, like a seizure and my eyes roll to the back of my head. I look up to Peter who pulls out of me and starts to rub his shaft hard so he can finish. I get up and go to Peter and I sit him down on the edge of the bed and I go down on my knees. "Let me help you finish." I put my hair in a ponytail. I pull off the condom slowly and I begin to wrap my wet mouth around his shaft. I put one hand around his cock while my lips are on the head, and start to massage it harder and faster. Lucas showed me everything before I went to college. Sex Ed with Ms.Cole wasn't exactly helpful. I asked Peter "Do you like that,are you close?" I look up and Peter to see him struggling to speak, so he nods. In a matter of seconds Peter finishes. Then we both collapse on the bed.
"Wow. That was..."
"Amazing!" Peter says finishing my sentence. "Was it okay,how do you feel?"
"I feel good!" I smile and I give him a peck on the lips. "I feel good."
I fall asleep that night with his arms wrapped around me and it's the best feeling in the world.

Peter and I try to sneak him out of the dorm, but is no use. We have been caught.
"Well,well,well. What do we have here." April says with a smirk plastered on her face.
"I should probably get going." Peter says nervously and gives me a kiss on the cheek. Then he whispers good luck. I try to hit him for leaving me in this awkward situation,but he grabs my hand. And he tells me. "I'll get you later for that." Then walks right out. After the door closes shut. All the girls come out of their rooms in unison.
"Oh my god, you guys are too cute." T says.
"So Lara Jean, tell us about last night!" Stacy says.
"Yeah, we know you guys didn't just talk all night while we were out." April says.
I blush. "We had sex." I say quietly. All of them begin to shriek and giggle.
"You have to give us details." April says.
"It was magical. He was soft when he needed to be, and rough when he needed to be. It was everything I hoped for and more." And everything I told them was true. It made me feel like I was the most important person to Peter in that moment. Having sex wasn't as scary as I thought it was. The passion,the love that ran through our veins was magical. The electricity I get when we touch. The way he looks at me when I make him laugh. I've fallen deeper in love with Peter,if that's even possible. I touch my necklace. "Everything was amazing.