I told everyone to leave to give me some space, of course they all left. They all understand. I began feeling tired and a loss of apatite as usual. All this crying made me want to sleep. I shut my door and took the box and set it on my desk. I took one last glance at the pictures and allowed another tear to escape my eyes. I wiped them away and jumped into my bed, not bothering to take my uniform off. Staring at the ceiling for a good five minutes before closing my eyes. Im going to find him, im not going to stop until i find him.
**yes this is a short chapter but im having a bit of writers block at the moment. i will try to write more often.
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